Nov 02, 2005 09:56
So I'm really glad I ended up going to Madison Saturday. I sometimes forget how great my friends are.
No forget isn't the right word. I just push it all to the back of mind as to not have to think about how lost I feel without them.
I'm actually at work right now. Have rooms to clean but no patience to do it.
Hung out with Mary Beth the other day when she came home. I miss CCQ. Which stands for Chili Con Queso and I just found that out. Sad.
I find out about the apprenticeship soon. I'm nervous. I want it, but I know it'll change everything. I don't think I'm not ready for more change.
I can't stop thinking about this summer. It's so far away, but I feel as though it's coming. Who's coming home, and who's staying? Will everything be the same? Will we all still be friends? Or at least fake friends?
I don't know anymore. And I don't like that.