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There is and has always been something inside of me that I tried to put off. Something I didn't want to happen, or for it to be true. But I can't help but face reality. That something inside of me was causing me to be more frustrated and angry, and each day it seemed like it was getting worse, and I was getting worse. Finally, this pain came to peak. I couldn't take it anymore. I had to face the facts. I had to go with what I felt inside, even if I didn't want to believe it. I have to pick up the pieces and move on. I've lied to myself, and to everyone for so long. But I couldn't do that. It brought more pain to myself. So finally... the truth is out. And let me tell you, boy do I feel better knowing that everyone knows the real truth. And that I know the truth. But what's next? What's next is that I need to tell the one person who's deserved to know the truth for so long. I don't know what will happen. But at least I'll feel better knowing this person knows the truth...
I'm sorry if you guys to understand what the hell I'm talking about. But.. I couldn't help but express my feelings at the moment. But don't worry about me. It's not a life or death thing =)