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1) There has been so much drama goin on lately, it's almost unbareable. You try to prevent it, but its always gonna be there. Whether you like it or not. Like one minute your in a fight with one person, the next it's another person, and before you know it, there's someone else! I'm sorry if people get mad at me. I mean, I'm just me. I can't change who I am to make everybody happy. I mean, don't get me wrong, alot of the times it probably is my fault but it always seems like I get the blame for everything or it's always my fault.
2) Why does everyone think I hold grudges? I don't! I never have! I love everyone, no matter how much you hate me. I feel sympathy, or pity for everyone. I am, and probably will always be the most forgiving person you'll ever meet. If you can't take the time to see that side of me, then .. sorry .. not my problem!
3) Other then the above problems ^^, things have been going really well for me. I'm feelin that happiest I have felt in a very long time. I'm laughing more, and I'm enjoying life more. I'm learning to let go of things that aren't really that important. Such as if I make plans to go somewhere with someone, and they just completely ditch and go with someone else .. whatever .. I really don't care anymore. I'm sure they had their reasons. Why waste my time being angry about something like that?? Also, I'm learning to love more. I'm learning to come out of my turtle shell and just be more free, and stop bein so picky and judgemental. I'm taking more chances, and I'm not gonna hold back anymore. I'm gonna go with what I feel inside, and follow my heart, no matter what people think ... I just really don't care anymore!
If you love me, I love you. That's my motto. ;D