i hope youre as happy as youre pretending...
of course im writing my research paper. why else would i be procrastinating?
so he leaves me this voicemail apologizing... then i call him back and hes like hanging out with his father... i hope he fucking misses me because tonight wouldve been 4 months, argh... can someone please tell him to stop trying so hard to pretend like nothings wrong... because this still really hurts and it shouldnt because hes not worth it. my hands are actually shaking.. this needs to stop. its making me angry again...!
but anyway last night was interesting... i got to chill with the pupster (daisy, a yellow lab!) and that was superfun, aside from getting yelled at by everyone in charge for leaving, but whatever. then we went to see mean girls.... amazing. yay!
im going to bunkys now... later kidss~
so he leaves me this voicemail apologizing... then i call him back and hes like hanging out with his father... i hope he fucking misses me because tonight wouldve been 4 months, argh... can someone please tell him to stop trying so hard to pretend like nothings wrong... because this still really hurts and it shouldnt because hes not worth it. my hands are actually shaking.. this needs to stop. its making me angry again...!
but anyway last night was interesting... i got to chill with the pupster (daisy, a yellow lab!) and that was superfun, aside from getting yelled at by everyone in charge for leaving, but whatever. then we went to see mean girls.... amazing. yay!
im going to bunkys now... later kidss~