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So this summer has been full of happiness and sadness and reunions and melancholy goodbyes, seeing old friends, making new friends, in in general a pretty great summer. late night dances and sitting on the lawn staring at the stars, going swimming at the full moon and making wishes on falling stars. breaking hearts and having my heart broken. helping other through their own misery and tears and delights and successes.
you know.
life.
much has happened in the last couple months, its quite staggering.
a friend i thought i might never see again i might be stuck with for another 3 years at least so im really very happy about that, and ling is back in the US and only like 20 minutes away, i could like ride my bike there if i rly wanted to, i might just do that one of these days
so school begins tomorrow, and im actually greatly looking forward to that, in that ill see many people i havent seen for far too long, but the classes will lose their novelty very quickly of course, as always. ive been hanging out with exclusively people older than me for the past several days, and except for colby theyre all either freshmen or sophomores in college, so *every* conversation revolves around dorms and meal plans and buildings and distances and difficulties and tips and ideas and thoughts on college life and how to make the most of it *without* ODing and dying or smth equally fun like that. i dont mind it in the least, but it does remind me how much more of high school i have to go. not one year, or 2, but still 3 years before i get even close to doing much of anything worthwile with my life. grr. high school holds little mystery for me, everyone i know has already suffered through all the trials and tribulations and been fine, so im no too worried. its just high school. not saying nothing interesting ever happens. thats far from the truth, but it still all feels like make work to me. i wish i could legally do smth useful with my life at 15. weird, huh?
ok, thats all, ima go enjoy my last gasp at freedom before tomorrow......
you know.
life.
much has happened in the last couple months, its quite staggering.
a friend i thought i might never see again i might be stuck with for another 3 years at least so im really very happy about that, and ling is back in the US and only like 20 minutes away, i could like ride my bike there if i rly wanted to, i might just do that one of these days
so school begins tomorrow, and im actually greatly looking forward to that, in that ill see many people i havent seen for far too long, but the classes will lose their novelty very quickly of course, as always. ive been hanging out with exclusively people older than me for the past several days, and except for colby theyre all either freshmen or sophomores in college, so *every* conversation revolves around dorms and meal plans and buildings and distances and difficulties and tips and ideas and thoughts on college life and how to make the most of it *without* ODing and dying or smth equally fun like that. i dont mind it in the least, but it does remind me how much more of high school i have to go. not one year, or 2, but still 3 years before i get even close to doing much of anything worthwile with my life. grr. high school holds little mystery for me, everyone i know has already suffered through all the trials and tribulations and been fine, so im no too worried. its just high school. not saying nothing interesting ever happens. thats far from the truth, but it still all feels like make work to me. i wish i could legally do smth useful with my life at 15. weird, huh?
ok, thats all, ima go enjoy my last gasp at freedom before tomorrow......