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pretty good news:
-we dont have school next monday *or* next friday
-itll be friday soon (and id fucking better be allowed out of the house. ill be there, but itd be easier if i didnt have to walk, i admit) and once its friday, for a little while at least, everything will be ok
-im getting quite good grades in all my other classes (not that it matters, none of my grades have ever mattered except math)
-ive taken to sneaking out at night and going for long walks, which actually makes me very happy, tho it contributes to my lack of sleep
-certain things have *finally* been resolved, and fortunately my heart didnt break or even crack a little bit, which makes things infinitely easier.
sucky news:
-i have a 53 average in math
-i have barely spoken to my parents in days. weeks, really
-its only tuesday and already this counts as a truly sucky week
-im thinking i may have to walk to goff hall this friday of my parents find out about my math average before friday (*sigh*)
-i havent heard anyone say "good job" or "you did smth right" or "im proud of you" in months, prolly longer
-i never used to worry this much
-i havent slept well for days
-school has become the easiest and best part of my day...well, second only to late at night
-im incurably self centered. clearly.
synopsis:
i really, really need a hug
-we dont have school next monday *or* next friday
-itll be friday soon (and id fucking better be allowed out of the house. ill be there, but itd be easier if i didnt have to walk, i admit) and once its friday, for a little while at least, everything will be ok
-im getting quite good grades in all my other classes (not that it matters, none of my grades have ever mattered except math)
-ive taken to sneaking out at night and going for long walks, which actually makes me very happy, tho it contributes to my lack of sleep
-certain things have *finally* been resolved, and fortunately my heart didnt break or even crack a little bit, which makes things infinitely easier.
sucky news:
-i have a 53 average in math
-i have barely spoken to my parents in days. weeks, really
-its only tuesday and already this counts as a truly sucky week
-im thinking i may have to walk to goff hall this friday of my parents find out about my math average before friday (*sigh*)
-i havent heard anyone say "good job" or "you did smth right" or "im proud of you" in months, prolly longer
-i never used to worry this much
-i havent slept well for days
-school has become the easiest and best part of my day...well, second only to late at night
-im incurably self centered. clearly.
synopsis:
i really, really need a hug