shit fest
Feeling kinda shitty today and I dunno why? Last night I went to see the Final Chapter at Mac's. The place was dead but it was still fun i guess. I missed Michelle cause she couldn't come. I was gonna go work out but I am starting to get a major headache again. So i guess I will be a bum and chill here at the computer lab for a while. I leave you with some lyrics I am feeling right now...
"Well sooner or later this cold it's going break, so our hands will be warm again, but all I want is not to need you now. And sooner or later this code it's gonna' break & our words will be heard again, but all I want are vows of silence now."
"Pouring over photograph. I'm living in your letters. Breath deeply from this envelope it smells like you & I can't be without that scent. It's filling me with all you mean to me."
"So i'll hit the pavement it's got to be better than waiting & pushing you far away cause I'm scared. So I'll take my chances & head on my way up there. Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten."
"I would never lie to you, No I would never lie to you.
I felt you long after we were through, and we were through.
And the plans I make still have you in them. Cause you come swimming into view. And I'm hanging on your words like I always used to do.
The words they use so lightly, I only feel for you.
I only know this cause I am, Way back down,
In the background."
"And there's things I'd like to do that you don't believe in.
I would like to build something. You know it's never going to happen.
And there's this burning like there's always been.
I've never been so alone, And I've never been so alive.
And there's this burning, There is this burning,
Where's the soul?"
"And the God of Wine is crouched down in my room,
You let me down, I said it,
Now I'm going down,
And you're not even around.
And I said no...
I can't keep it all together,
I know...
I can't keep it all together,
And there's a memory of a window,
Looking through I see you.
Searching for something,
I could never give you,
And there's someone who understands you,
More than I do,
A sadness I can't erase,
All alone on your face"
"Well sooner or later this cold it's going break, so our hands will be warm again, but all I want is not to need you now. And sooner or later this code it's gonna' break & our words will be heard again, but all I want are vows of silence now."
"Pouring over photograph. I'm living in your letters. Breath deeply from this envelope it smells like you & I can't be without that scent. It's filling me with all you mean to me."
"So i'll hit the pavement it's got to be better than waiting & pushing you far away cause I'm scared. So I'll take my chances & head on my way up there. Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten."
"I would never lie to you, No I would never lie to you.
I felt you long after we were through, and we were through.
And the plans I make still have you in them. Cause you come swimming into view. And I'm hanging on your words like I always used to do.
The words they use so lightly, I only feel for you.
I only know this cause I am, Way back down,
In the background."
"And there's things I'd like to do that you don't believe in.
I would like to build something. You know it's never going to happen.
And there's this burning like there's always been.
I've never been so alone, And I've never been so alive.
And there's this burning, There is this burning,
Where's the soul?"
"And the God of Wine is crouched down in my room,
You let me down, I said it,
Now I'm going down,
And you're not even around.
And I said no...
I can't keep it all together,
I know...
I can't keep it all together,
And there's a memory of a window,
Looking through I see you.
Searching for something,
I could never give you,
And there's someone who understands you,
More than I do,
A sadness I can't erase,
All alone on your face"