and i updated it...
Kinda sad tonight and I'm not even sure why yet. I just got home from working out and usually I feel great after. I dunno, maybe it's the fact that I am here alone tonight. I think Michelle went out with Kurt to Mac's bar but I dunno? I also don't think that the whole Summer Dying coming to an end has hit me at it's hardest. I am in general going through a lot of shit right now that I can't control and it sucks and I feel stress that I don't want or need.
I bought a car last Friday and I still havn't even drove it. It's sitting at Lentz and I REALLY want to drive it soon. It was suppose to be ready for me on Monday but here it is Thursday and I still don't have it. I went to pick it up tonigt and they said that it needed more done than they thought so it's gonna cost me another $225 so that sucks my balls.
I dunno.... I am just not having a good time right now. With SD being done, Michelle and I up in the air, not having my car yet, money issues, being sick, and having to start all over with a new band. I sure am tired out and too stressed. In other news I need to start looking for my own place. I need room mates. I think me and Ryan from the Casionauts were going to try and get a place together but he is on tour right now. Boy when life throws in a wrench everything goes into wild changes. I wanna sleep for three days straight...
I bought a car last Friday and I still havn't even drove it. It's sitting at Lentz and I REALLY want to drive it soon. It was suppose to be ready for me on Monday but here it is Thursday and I still don't have it. I went to pick it up tonigt and they said that it needed more done than they thought so it's gonna cost me another $225 so that sucks my balls.
I dunno.... I am just not having a good time right now. With SD being done, Michelle and I up in the air, not having my car yet, money issues, being sick, and having to start all over with a new band. I sure am tired out and too stressed. In other news I need to start looking for my own place. I need room mates. I think me and Ryan from the Casionauts were going to try and get a place together but he is on tour right now. Boy when life throws in a wrench everything goes into wild changes. I wanna sleep for three days straight...