Things I miss...
Things I miss....
innocence
late night Denny's action
having fun with friends
staying out late
being independent
Somber days
the fountain square
E.L. Dude
being passionate
passion
loving the scene
loving being in a band
loving myself (don't know if I ever have?)
getting excited for shows
being thinner
being younger (oh God sooooo much)
having money
having no responsability
friends
working very little and getting by
getting drunk (only every once in a while)
saginaw shows
The Underground (At the old church)
The Small Planet
The Otherwise Gallery (We're playing there soon!!!)
not being sore and tired all the time
cable tv
school (sometimes)
Mind Pollution
trick or treating
feelings
smells
freedom (this is deeper within myself)
time
Bilbo's
People I miss...
Kevin - my old best friend and old Somber band mate. We descovered so many bands together it's insane. I love this guy still but it will never be the same.
Doug - just a friend that Kevin and I use to hang out with all the time and get drunk and sing songs and stuff. He has an amazing voice that I am very envious of and he's crazy and thats why he was so fun to be with.
Alfonso - The vocalist for an amazing local band Know Lyfe. We just resently starting hanging out and becoming better friends. In our busy worlds we never have time for each other. It's all good though...
Bill - This is one of my bestest friends. He moved to Boston like 7 years ago and I see him very little. He's in town tonight but I doubt I'll get to see him. We did some crazy shit over the past 20 years together.
Mike - the drummer of my old band Somber. We went to elementry school together all the way through high school. We use to walk all over town and just kill summers away and have a great time. I miss those days..
Rance - I dunno? He's still around but not the same. Since he quit the band it will never be the same for me and him. He was like a little brother to me. Lots more to go on with that one but I'll hold off on that.
Anna - I know i see her still from time to time but things have changed since back in the day. I still love her but times, people and things have changed and it's just not the same.
Adrein - She use to be best friends with Anna and we all use to hang out at Denny's together. It was a blast and I'll never forget those days.
Clayton - even though this guy turned into one of the biggest dicks and drug addicts I know I miss him every once in a while. He got me high for the first time ever. LOL. Not that that matters any more cause I am done with that shit. Good times...
Mark - oh man... where to begin? Well Mark was Jamie's BF of like 10 years up untill like 4 or 5 years ago. He was like the older brother I never had. I miss him lots and he was the guy that has a big impact on my life.
My Grandfather - he has to have had one of the biggest impacts on my life. He is strong and an amazing man. As he gets older he loses his memory more and more and it is hard to see him this way. He can no longer walk. It tears me up.
My Grandmother - she is the other biggest impact of my live. She died of cancer when I has just getting ready to enter my teen years. This tore me apart. I will never smoke because of her death. She was amazing at everything she did and it sucks cause my memories fade of her the older I get. I was still young when she died. I miss her deeply.
Jamie - where did things go wrong? This is my sister. She has pushed everyone who cares about her away. I know she doesn't see it that way and that she things we are all wrong but it's hard to be friends with her. She wants things her way and that's how it has to be. I still love and care and miss her but I dunno if things will ever be the same.
There are many more people that I miss but these are the ones I think about the most. The ones that were closest to me at one point in my life. I am tired of doing this now. I planned on doijng more. It's kinda like theropy for me to write this stuff out. I don't care who reads it or doesn't for that mater. Just don't judge me...
innocence
late night Denny's action
having fun with friends
staying out late
being independent
Somber days
the fountain square
E.L. Dude
being passionate
passion
loving the scene
loving being in a band
loving myself (don't know if I ever have?)
getting excited for shows
being thinner
being younger (oh God sooooo much)
having money
having no responsability
friends
working very little and getting by
getting drunk (only every once in a while)
saginaw shows
The Underground (At the old church)
The Small Planet
The Otherwise Gallery (We're playing there soon!!!)
not being sore and tired all the time
cable tv
school (sometimes)
Mind Pollution
trick or treating
feelings
smells
freedom (this is deeper within myself)
time
Bilbo's
People I miss...
Kevin - my old best friend and old Somber band mate. We descovered so many bands together it's insane. I love this guy still but it will never be the same.
Doug - just a friend that Kevin and I use to hang out with all the time and get drunk and sing songs and stuff. He has an amazing voice that I am very envious of and he's crazy and thats why he was so fun to be with.
Alfonso - The vocalist for an amazing local band Know Lyfe. We just resently starting hanging out and becoming better friends. In our busy worlds we never have time for each other. It's all good though...
Bill - This is one of my bestest friends. He moved to Boston like 7 years ago and I see him very little. He's in town tonight but I doubt I'll get to see him. We did some crazy shit over the past 20 years together.
Mike - the drummer of my old band Somber. We went to elementry school together all the way through high school. We use to walk all over town and just kill summers away and have a great time. I miss those days..
Rance - I dunno? He's still around but not the same. Since he quit the band it will never be the same for me and him. He was like a little brother to me. Lots more to go on with that one but I'll hold off on that.
Anna - I know i see her still from time to time but things have changed since back in the day. I still love her but times, people and things have changed and it's just not the same.
Adrein - She use to be best friends with Anna and we all use to hang out at Denny's together. It was a blast and I'll never forget those days.
Clayton - even though this guy turned into one of the biggest dicks and drug addicts I know I miss him every once in a while. He got me high for the first time ever. LOL. Not that that matters any more cause I am done with that shit. Good times...
Mark - oh man... where to begin? Well Mark was Jamie's BF of like 10 years up untill like 4 or 5 years ago. He was like the older brother I never had. I miss him lots and he was the guy that has a big impact on my life.
My Grandfather - he has to have had one of the biggest impacts on my life. He is strong and an amazing man. As he gets older he loses his memory more and more and it is hard to see him this way. He can no longer walk. It tears me up.
My Grandmother - she is the other biggest impact of my live. She died of cancer when I has just getting ready to enter my teen years. This tore me apart. I will never smoke because of her death. She was amazing at everything she did and it sucks cause my memories fade of her the older I get. I was still young when she died. I miss her deeply.
Jamie - where did things go wrong? This is my sister. She has pushed everyone who cares about her away. I know she doesn't see it that way and that she things we are all wrong but it's hard to be friends with her. She wants things her way and that's how it has to be. I still love and care and miss her but I dunno if things will ever be the same.
There are many more people that I miss but these are the ones I think about the most. The ones that were closest to me at one point in my life. I am tired of doing this now. I planned on doijng more. It's kinda like theropy for me to write this stuff out. I don't care who reads it or doesn't for that mater. Just don't judge me...