hey
my life has been confuseing eversince school started again after xmas. I was way from school only for 2 weeks and i come back to it and everything is so confuseing to me. There is this guy that i like and nothing will happen cuz i think that he don't wnat anything to happen between us. grr to him. I will only wait for so long before i give up. but if he ws ever to get his act together then maybe that when he dose want to talk i will listen to him.but i don't knwo if i wanna listen. Cuz as he is taking his sweet time I'm starting to fall for another guy. (jay) yea jen jay. well me and him had a good convo yesterday about hte pastnad ur lives. it was good i need to hear it and who betther to tell me then jay, a hot guy, teehee. He is a vey understanding guy. i love him for that now. Jay is the best guy out there. i would most likly be sittng here cutting myself if it wasn't for him,and my other friend mic cuz i made a promise to him and i don't wanna break it. but Jay told me i should go and make that promise to people so i did. love u guys. I jsut wanna say thanx for beening there for me yeterday.