Dec 22, 2004 22:19
AS I WALKED AROUND IN THE DARK
I GO THE THE KITCHEN
AS I FEEL WAY AROUND IT
I FIND A NICE KOOL WOOODEN HANDLE
AND A NICE SILVER SHARP BLADE
IT'S... IT'S.... MY KINFE, MY ONLY FIREND
THE KINFE, THE KINFE THAT I LIEK TO USE
I TAKE THE KNIFE BACK TO MY ROOM
THEN I SIT IN MY FLOOR THINKING OF LIFE
I LEFT MY SLEEVE UP TO SHOW MY WIRST
THINKING WHAT'S HAPPENED TO ME THAT THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME
AS I PUT THE KINFE TO MY WRIST IT'S COLD BUT NICE
I THINK TO MYSELF " IF I DIE WILL THEY CARE, NOTICE IM NOT THERE,AND THAT THEY DID THIS TO ME."
MY DAD TOLD ME THAT HE HATES ME
MOM COULD CARE LESS WHAT HAPPENS TO ME
MY SISTER WOULD MISS ME AT TIMES.
BUT I'M NOT LOVED,
THEY NEVER TOLD ME THAT THEY LOVED ME NOT EVEN ONCE
SO I START TO CUT AND CUT SOME MORE
NOW THERE IS ALOT OD MY BLOOD ON THE FLOOR
THEN I REALIZE THAT IT WON'T KILL ME
I SAY "NEED MORE BLOOD ON THE FLLOOR"
SO THEN I START TO CUT MY OTHER WIRST
I GET SLEEPY AND FALL DOWN
MY EYES ARE STILL OPEN
I WRITE WITH MY BLOOD ON MY WALL
"LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO ME YOU DIDN'T CARE ENOUGHT TO SAVE ME."
THEN MY DAD AND MOM CAME INTO THE ROOM THE SAW ME SITTING IN MY BLOOD WITH THE KINFE IN MY HAND
DAD TOOK MY HAND MOM TOOK THE OTHER
I SAID TO THEM
WHEN I NEEDED HELP YOU WHERE'ER THERE FOR ME
WHEN I DIDN'T ASK FOR HELP YOU WHERE THERE FOR ME
I ASKED FOR HELP BUT YOU GUYS DIDN'T COME
THEN I DIED IN A PUDDLE OF MY BLOOD WITH MY DAD AND MOM HOLDING MY HANDS
I'M DEAD BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T LOVE ME OR CARE ENOUGHT TO HELP ME WHEN I NEEDED IT THE MOST
I LOVE YOU ALL BUT YOU GUYS NEVER TOLD ME THAT YOU LOVED ME
SO NOW IM DEAD AND IT'S ALL YOUR GUYS FAULT.
YOU GUYS KILLED ME.
by: heather