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Dear you,
I wish that you would just understand. Nothing you’re doing right now is helping anyone. You say a bunch of shit that no one cares about and you think that you’re on top of the world. You say you want to popular, but people hate it anyways. Learn to do shit for others before yourself. You’ll just never get it will you?
Dear you,
I look up to you. You stand up for what you believe in when it really counts. You love your friends and try to keep them close. But you get punished for doing so. The ways of others is something that you’ll never truly understand. Keep up the good work and don’t let people talk shit about you and your friends.
Dear you,
When the time comes, all will be right. All will fall into place like you always say it will. You don’t really know that all the shit that you preach, is actually pretty accurate. You need to believe in yourself, and what you stand for. You come across to other that you do, but when I gaze into your eyes, I know that deep down you still don’t believe. What is stopping you from having a little self-esteem? There’s nothing wrong with being confident in yourself.
Dear you,
I wish that I could be more like you, you love so many. Not many really understand how much they mean to you. But then again, you don’t show it much; you should really let people know how you feel. Your one big fault is that you care too much about how people are going to react. Let them know who you really are. Let them know that they know nothing.
Dear you,
Why is it so hard for you to fucking keep people in your life? Why do you always screw things up like this? Take a break from people, but you can’t. Life entangling itself in you, and eating you from the inside out, you just don’t get it. Do you honestly think that everything could be this good? You really need to stop trusting so many so much. It’s gotten you NOWHERE!!! Live and learn, but you just live, think about it more, do you really want to be hurt like this again?
Dear you,
Looking in the mirror fucking blows…