Revised!!!!
To whom it may concern,
I would love to tell you that life is wonderful and flawless. I would absolutely love to tell you that no harm shall ever come to you, but I just can’t do that. It would kill me to lie to you. The day that I will be able to speak those words, is a day that I will never see. I wish to be the one in your arms, but if you can’t stand others perceptions, then I’ll just have to let you go. To let you go would simply kill me once, but for you to stay, and never be completely happy with me, would kill me thirty times again. All my life I’ve searched for someone who understands, and now that I’ve found you, I’ve realized that you are the one that’s misunderstood.
The world my in fact be round and the grass may if truth be told be green, but past that, what do we really know about it. Life may in fact be short, but forever is never long enough. I’ll stay with you and protect you from all that is evil, if it means that I could just get one kiss. You mean so much to me, you’ll never really know. I would give all I have, just to see you truly happy. Love and life are extremely similar in the fact that we as the human race truly wish that we could have both without struggles. The world without struggles shall never exist, for the reason we all thrive so, is because others are suffering due to our greatness. Heartache and loss make us who we are, without the death of love, and the pure hate of death, we would simply not exist.
Explore the world for what it really is, and see the world that I know. I am no longer blindfolded by lies of childhood; the world is not so pure and innocent anymore. My childish thoughts have gotten me nowhere, now I stand tall and strong, seeing all that can be seen and more. My hopes have kept me alive, and my dreams urge me to strive for a better me. I keep trying; just to see if there really is such a thing as happiness. I feel that I am the only one, the only one who can see through the world, and feel its ice-cold heart. Loneliness has taken over most, the jealousy of what they can never really grasp. I have finally opened my eyes to the harsh, and unforgiving world.
No longer blinded, I can see. Not just material objects that the whole world sees, but I can see so much more. I can see the wind, and I can see you breathe, I can feel your glances and I can touch your love. Open your eyes, so you can see your heart, and open your heart to the world, then just maybe the world will open up to us. How long can this go on? The outside world can be quite nice, even though I once hated it. I learned that it’s not what you have that you look forward to, it’s what you had that you look upon. Think about this wisely, for once you remove the blindfold, it can never be replaced, but if you leave it on, then you shall forever be tormented by the thoughts of what could have been. Wishing to be free of the lies, you join me in seeing.
Regretting my decision, I cannot advise you otherwise. You need to choose for yourself. My thoughts of what are right and wrong, or good and bad, should not influence you one bit. My feelings of you, and my once shattered heart, should not cross your mind. Make this decision, the most selfish decision yet. Make this decision, not because you are curious of what the world really looks like, but why the world looks the way it does. The path of unforgiving truth leaves you with sore eyes, and the path of blind hope, leaves you wanting more. You take off your childhood blindfold of lies, realizing that you now see too much.
Sincerely,
Your True Friend