not enough
For some reason I do not get enough sleep. Or at least haven't in last two nights. And I feel it too. I'm hardly able to keep up coherent conversation, can't concetrate to listen anyone, I just want to sleep. My nexk is stiff and I'm pretty sure there's nerve in a pinch because I feel nausea and headachy pretty easily. I'm also irritated and yes I almost lost it when Tuomas woke me up every fifteen minutes for no obvious reason... And how I noticed my cranky feeling? I almost opened my mouth to say something to my mother-in-law about her doing something... and I've never had anything against her, ever. Not even when I was pregnant and moody. *shakes head*
This morning when Tuomas woke up I put him on the floor, took my pillows and sheet and layed on the floor napping when he climbed over me, played something and screamed at me whe he "lost" his pacifier. Which reminds me that I'll have hell of a time trying to look for his two other pacifiers I know are somewhere in the bedroom. I found two under my mattress... he seems to love hiding things.
But even with all that trouble and hassle and so on, my days are still mostly filled with sunshine and smiling little fellow who seems to know excatlly what to do or "say" to make his mum smile.
Tuesday is Tuomas' 1st birthday. My father is coming, if he's still at home then. Rest of the party comes in Saturday. Dad doesn't like big parties (25 person is too much for him) so he was happy when I asked him to come on real birthday so we have time to talk and all. Hopefully Tuomas won't be so shy this time. Maybe dad coming to our home will ease that somewhat.
This morning when Tuomas woke up I put him on the floor, took my pillows and sheet and layed on the floor napping when he climbed over me, played something and screamed at me whe he "lost" his pacifier. Which reminds me that I'll have hell of a time trying to look for his two other pacifiers I know are somewhere in the bedroom. I found two under my mattress... he seems to love hiding things.
But even with all that trouble and hassle and so on, my days are still mostly filled with sunshine and smiling little fellow who seems to know excatlly what to do or "say" to make his mum smile.
Tuesday is Tuomas' 1st birthday. My father is coming, if he's still at home then. Rest of the party comes in Saturday. Dad doesn't like big parties (25 person is too much for him) so he was happy when I asked him to come on real birthday so we have time to talk and all. Hopefully Tuomas won't be so shy this time. Maybe dad coming to our home will ease that somewhat.