ricky martin sucks a fat one....
so vb has its ups and downs... i love love love being able to drive. i love having a [new :)] job so i have money. i just started working at jcpenney. i like it a lot. the first night was sooo stressful bc the training was bullshit. they sat me and another girl in front of a computer for like 3 hours, showed us how to do a couple things on the register then started us. i had no idea how to do some of the stuff so some of the people that knew what they were doing made me feel really stupid and i almost cried, but then this really nice guy came in and i asked him questions and he was super nice and explained stuff to me so everything was fine after that. i like tcc, its so much easier than tech. but i hate living with my parents! mainly my mom. i love her to death but i HATE the constant "where were you, who were you with, what were you doing, no you cant spend the night there, be home at [whatever time]" and when she kisses me goodnight i can hear her sniff me to see if i was around smoke or alcohol. i loved how i could come home whenever i wanted, stn with whoever, and make my own choices. so much freedom left me when i came home. but its getting better. i just cant wait til summer!! laying on the beach all day, not a care in the world (of course thats on days i dont have work). and im saving up so i can finally have a decent car to call my own and not have to share an old junker with my mom. friday night i went to sal's house and had so much fun. it was just what i needed. so tiffany's birthday was this weekend and i wanted more than anything in the world to go to tech and party with her. more than ANYTHING! but since i just started at jcp i couldnt be like "oh... i need this weekend off, thanks." that and i dont have a car so i had no way to get there... even though phil and steven went. "they didnt have any room left" how much space do 2 boys need??? all they need is a pair of jeans, like 2 tshirts and a toothbrush! and they called me friday night to get MY friends phone number, went to MY friends party, at MY old school, slept in MY friends house... but no, no room in the 5 person car for katie. bitches. anyways, so i thought about that a lot this weekend. im definitely going soon. i have to, im like dying not being there. as soon as i get a car that will make it... ill be there. maybe even sooner, krystal said she would drive, so maybe. anyways, i still have some hw to do so i better end this looong entry. i dont think anyone even reads this but its good for me to be able to go back and read these.