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I seriously cant stop thinking about Eric. I didnt know know him(he worked at yogi), but my heart seriously hurts just thinking about him. My friend Cecily(she lives Somonauk like I do, but when I lived in Lagrange, she lived in Brookfiled, next town over), We met on Myspace, as corny as that sounds.. she knows Brentons sister, and since we lived in the same towns, we kind of have this werid connection.. she saw me at walmart and shes like DAWN FROM MYSPACE!! HI! haha anyway.. Eric has myspace:
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=9129620&Mytoken=3490c337-510a-4209-b850-1c36933f8a4b
And I just found what cecily put as a comment:
Eric its been more then 24 hours since i found and i still cant stop crying. You were just at my house man, saturday, what happened? We were sitting on my couch watching dodgeball and throwing fruit snacks in the air for each other to catch. I just i dunno what to say, i mean we've had so many great times, like i said last time i posted on here a couple of hours ago, but i still feel like i need to talk to you, you know? And if this is the only place rigth now that i can i will. Because Eric i miss you soo much. i cant even look at my laundry basket without bursting into tears. I cant have my dog near me... nothing eric, everything reminds me of you, and i love it and hate it at the same time, i dont want you to be gone. Your supposed to be hear magna doodling all night but your not. your in a better place now, i hope they have comfy laundry baskets like mine and plenty of magna doodles for you man.. and banana nut bread, but no gingerbread men that are three feet tall to chase you. Eric im going crazy over here. why cant you just be here?! Seriously i love and miss you soo much. i cant even type anymore eric.. i dont know what else to say to you man other then i love you and miss you. eric soo many people love you and miss you and care about you, so many people are devistated right now. i just i hope you see how many people truely care about you and really do love you.
The first line. "Eric, ITs been more than 24 hours since I found ..
Ok, HOW HEARBREAKING IS THAT?? I dont know why I cant stop thinking about what happend.. but he seemed to be affecting EVERYONE. He was good looking, had a great personality.. and everything. I guess inside the person tells a different story. I even had a dream about him. Maybe I am so hearbroken about this because how affected cecily is... It's just too scary. When I Was EXTREMLEY depressed acouple of years ago, I almost commited sucide. THANK GOD I DIDNT. Why? I realize how my much of life I have left... but honestly.. I cant imange how heartbroken I would leave people. I cant.
My friend that was friends with Eric, look what he has in his myspace
Nathan Wilkinson~: Now let me tell you, my heart for this kid was bigger than anyone else ive ever meet. Man did we get along.. He was my best freind, my brother, and i helped him get his life back on track so many times, except this last time.... I went to his house today and sat in his room.. the same room that we would chill in, talk about life, girls, his life, and his relationship with god.. He would have so many questions and just seemed so lost. He loved god, he loved god so much that the devil and all evil wanted it to stop... Evil consumed him everyday, surronded by sin, sin wanted to grip his life and take out everything that made him smile.. He was a fighter, he is a fighter.. he loved everyone he meet. i mean everyone.. Eric would always say how he wish their were more people like me.. but his heart was so huge, you just felt it when you were around him.. So when i was in his room, i found his journle were he would write things in it.. On the first page was a poem and i read it, starting to get chocked up a bit.. But the words screamed to me, and i have this feeling he was writing about me, but its something i would write to him...
"Don't know how long i've known you, But the time's been etched in stone. If everyone were more like you, the world would drive me crazy. Though you always make me laugh, if everyone could be more like you, the world would drive me nuts. weve made fun with time we've spent, poked fun at one another... even though our veins are different, To me, you are my brother."
So sad...
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=9129620&Mytoken=3490c337-510a-4209-b850-1c36933f8a4b
And I just found what cecily put as a comment:
Eric its been more then 24 hours since i found and i still cant stop crying. You were just at my house man, saturday, what happened? We were sitting on my couch watching dodgeball and throwing fruit snacks in the air for each other to catch. I just i dunno what to say, i mean we've had so many great times, like i said last time i posted on here a couple of hours ago, but i still feel like i need to talk to you, you know? And if this is the only place rigth now that i can i will. Because Eric i miss you soo much. i cant even look at my laundry basket without bursting into tears. I cant have my dog near me... nothing eric, everything reminds me of you, and i love it and hate it at the same time, i dont want you to be gone. Your supposed to be hear magna doodling all night but your not. your in a better place now, i hope they have comfy laundry baskets like mine and plenty of magna doodles for you man.. and banana nut bread, but no gingerbread men that are three feet tall to chase you. Eric im going crazy over here. why cant you just be here?! Seriously i love and miss you soo much. i cant even type anymore eric.. i dont know what else to say to you man other then i love you and miss you. eric soo many people love you and miss you and care about you, so many people are devistated right now. i just i hope you see how many people truely care about you and really do love you.
The first line. "Eric, ITs been more than 24 hours since I found ..
Ok, HOW HEARBREAKING IS THAT?? I dont know why I cant stop thinking about what happend.. but he seemed to be affecting EVERYONE. He was good looking, had a great personality.. and everything. I guess inside the person tells a different story. I even had a dream about him. Maybe I am so hearbroken about this because how affected cecily is... It's just too scary. When I Was EXTREMLEY depressed acouple of years ago, I almost commited sucide. THANK GOD I DIDNT. Why? I realize how my much of life I have left... but honestly.. I cant imange how heartbroken I would leave people. I cant.
My friend that was friends with Eric, look what he has in his myspace
Nathan Wilkinson~: Now let me tell you, my heart for this kid was bigger than anyone else ive ever meet. Man did we get along.. He was my best freind, my brother, and i helped him get his life back on track so many times, except this last time.... I went to his house today and sat in his room.. the same room that we would chill in, talk about life, girls, his life, and his relationship with god.. He would have so many questions and just seemed so lost. He loved god, he loved god so much that the devil and all evil wanted it to stop... Evil consumed him everyday, surronded by sin, sin wanted to grip his life and take out everything that made him smile.. He was a fighter, he is a fighter.. he loved everyone he meet. i mean everyone.. Eric would always say how he wish their were more people like me.. but his heart was so huge, you just felt it when you were around him.. So when i was in his room, i found his journle were he would write things in it.. On the first page was a poem and i read it, starting to get chocked up a bit.. But the words screamed to me, and i have this feeling he was writing about me, but its something i would write to him...
"Don't know how long i've known you, But the time's been etched in stone. If everyone were more like you, the world would drive me crazy. Though you always make me laugh, if everyone could be more like you, the world would drive me nuts. weve made fun with time we've spent, poked fun at one another... even though our veins are different, To me, you are my brother."
So sad...