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i think i just almost had a friggin heart attack cause this was the scariest night ever. it was like half an hour ago i was like cleaning my room and i was fighting with tony online, of course, hysterical crying and the doorbell rang. so my dads away for work and my brother wasnt home so i got nervous and i didnt want to wake my mom. so it did again and she got up and we got scared so we shut all the lights. and it kept ringing and the blidns were open but NO cars were around and we saw noone, but we knew it wasnt ringing close enough that the bell was just stuck, which happens. so we called my brother and like 3 minutes later he comes and his car is just full of guys and carla and they all run out and there like looking all around my house. that part made my night watching them all jump out of the car all ready and prepard. so it ended up noone was there but someone had to be. my heart is still racing and i think it might expload im that scared. i cant sleep now and i keep texting tony and bother him despite the fact he totally killled me tonight, but its cause i know ill be over it tomorrow :) anyway so yeah i had to write about that, that was so scary. my brothers home for good now cause he dropped off his friends so i feel alot better
so now ang wanted me to update about today so im gonna, and in 3 months well look back and read this and laugh like we do with all my old entries. school was school, but i got some cool candy necklaces from adam and i have like 50 in my bag. after ang came on the bus with our classic experinces with danny and mike screaming oh god. kimmy and katie and taylor were on, oh i love them they have all these boys there like ohhh ill set you up with him.. haha i love them. so me and ang got home and jess stopped by then we went to my tanning intreview and i wont know for a while, booo you whore <-- classic line. so then we went to best buy and then i dropped ang off after making her do the impersonations CEASSSSSSSSSER beware of the ideassssssssssss. i effin love it. then i went home and i cleaned my whole roooom and went back online with ang and we realized im a skitzophrena "ill take to the candy shop, no really tho i do love you, that was then this is now, sorry i forgot to take my meds" we kind of were doing it tony and hysterically laughing haha. ill have to put all our classic convos on the journal so they can never be forgotten
addicted2dance03: like i was reading something and i just get this shooting pain in the back of my eye
addicted2dance03: and it hasnt stopped for 3 hours
addicted2dance03: omg im such a hypocondriac
addicted2dance03: now im getting like a heat rash on my face and i feel really hot im thinking like og im gettin really sick , i prob just have a eyelash underneath my contact
addicted2dance03: no no ... lemme break it down for ya baby its simple if you be a nympho then ill be a nympho
addicted2dance03: lmfao tell him i said that ;-) his soulmate <3
addicted2dance03: oh i have his sn
sWe3tCaTa5tR0pHe: aw what is it
addicted2dance03: potter7317
addicted2dance03: schizophrenic much?
addicted2dance03: omg you should seriously be like listen ant the reason why i have these "extreme feelings" like one day ill love you and the next ill hate you is because i have schizophrenia and i havent been taking my meds lately
addicted2dance03: so i wanna apologize if i hurt you in anyway
addicted2dance03: and then just be like CAESAARR BEWARE OF THE IDES OF MARCHHHHH
addicted2dance03: and put your away on
addicted2dance03: my moms like whats so funny and im like oh just something nicole said made me laugh and shes like nicole laughs online too??? im like HAH GOOD ONE MOM
addicted2dance03: she must think were on crack
addicted2dance03: well im going to bed nite xo. say a little prayer for mikey lmao and dont forget to take you meds
and the classic locker convos:
ang: so i had this werid dream last night
me: it was about harry wasnt it?
*harry looks up from his locker*
harry: you had a dream about me last night?
*ang continues with the dream*
ang: .. so i was like your moms a lesbian and she was like shut up my mom really is a lesbian so then im like..
harry: WAIT your moms a lesiban?! we should hang out sometime
ok no were seriously on drugs and im still hysterically laughing at those. people will read this and be like none of thats funny what-so-ever but we get it :)
im leaving this off with what i wish i would of said to someone:
"did it ever occur to you that you're so caught up in trying to make the right choice that you've never stopped to consider the possibility that there may not be a right choice, or a wrong choice, just a bunch of choices?"
so now ang wanted me to update about today so im gonna, and in 3 months well look back and read this and laugh like we do with all my old entries. school was school, but i got some cool candy necklaces from adam and i have like 50 in my bag. after ang came on the bus with our classic experinces with danny and mike screaming oh god. kimmy and katie and taylor were on, oh i love them they have all these boys there like ohhh ill set you up with him.. haha i love them. so me and ang got home and jess stopped by then we went to my tanning intreview and i wont know for a while, booo you whore <-- classic line. so then we went to best buy and then i dropped ang off after making her do the impersonations CEASSSSSSSSSER beware of the ideassssssssssss. i effin love it. then i went home and i cleaned my whole roooom and went back online with ang and we realized im a skitzophrena "ill take to the candy shop, no really tho i do love you, that was then this is now, sorry i forgot to take my meds" we kind of were doing it tony and hysterically laughing haha. ill have to put all our classic convos on the journal so they can never be forgotten
addicted2dance03: like i was reading something and i just get this shooting pain in the back of my eye
addicted2dance03: and it hasnt stopped for 3 hours
addicted2dance03: omg im such a hypocondriac
addicted2dance03: now im getting like a heat rash on my face and i feel really hot im thinking like og im gettin really sick , i prob just have a eyelash underneath my contact
addicted2dance03: no no ... lemme break it down for ya baby its simple if you be a nympho then ill be a nympho
addicted2dance03: lmfao tell him i said that ;-) his soulmate <3
addicted2dance03: oh i have his sn
sWe3tCaTa5tR0pHe: aw what is it
addicted2dance03: potter7317
addicted2dance03: schizophrenic much?
addicted2dance03: omg you should seriously be like listen ant the reason why i have these "extreme feelings" like one day ill love you and the next ill hate you is because i have schizophrenia and i havent been taking my meds lately
addicted2dance03: so i wanna apologize if i hurt you in anyway
addicted2dance03: and then just be like CAESAARR BEWARE OF THE IDES OF MARCHHHHH
addicted2dance03: and put your away on
addicted2dance03: my moms like whats so funny and im like oh just something nicole said made me laugh and shes like nicole laughs online too??? im like HAH GOOD ONE MOM
addicted2dance03: she must think were on crack
addicted2dance03: well im going to bed nite xo. say a little prayer for mikey lmao and dont forget to take you meds
and the classic locker convos:
ang: so i had this werid dream last night
me: it was about harry wasnt it?
*harry looks up from his locker*
harry: you had a dream about me last night?
*ang continues with the dream*
ang: .. so i was like your moms a lesbian and she was like shut up my mom really is a lesbian so then im like..
harry: WAIT your moms a lesiban?! we should hang out sometime
ok no were seriously on drugs and im still hysterically laughing at those. people will read this and be like none of thats funny what-so-ever but we get it :)
im leaving this off with what i wish i would of said to someone:
"did it ever occur to you that you're so caught up in trying to make the right choice that you've never stopped to consider the possibility that there may not be a right choice, or a wrong choice, just a bunch of choices?"