Long Overdue Entry
So I am totally bored. I don't know how I feel about that statement. In one aspect I thought with the start of the year that I would never again be bored and now I am for sure bored. I am watching Season two of one tree hill and that's exciting and keeping me interested. I finished my october bulletin board so when its time to put it up in two weeks I'll totatlly be ready. that's exciting.
Steve still hasn't called yet which makes me sad cuz last week when I was so busy he was here by now and this week he still hasn't called to say he was leaving. that makes me sad. I'm bored and I want entertainment. He is taking me shopping for Caleigh's birthday and maybe we'll go to the movies if we can agree on one. Plus I'm totally going to beat his bum in air hockey. that will be fun.
So RA stuff was hardcore at the start but has since calm down. and I have good stories from it so that's cool. maybe I should update my own jornal. that'd be good cuz I haven't had time to all week. good idea. My residents are fantastic! I love my freshmen boys. they make this an awesome and true college experience. My girl residents are on the whole older than me and don't need so much assistance or like talking so much and everything so I feel more detatched from them which is hard but if they are not interested I guess I can't do much about that. I have my first social tomorrow night, an ice cream social and I'm excited. Hopefully a lot of the girls will come and I know that the boys will. A lot of them stay on the weekends and that's awesome. (They won't watch One Tree Hill with me though, I asked) We played twister together last weekend, talk all the time, hang out and yah I heart them. One of them told me yesterday that I was like all of their new best friend and that's aweosme. Yay!!!
Steve and I are doing well overall. I am straightup honest with him and I've been feeling very scared and vulnerable and at one point made it really hard to brerak down any walls as I was feeling kinda resentful towards him for awhile and that's been hard. But we've talked about it, totally are taking it slow and all; he took me to polar caves for my birthday last weekend on Sunday and that was really nice. I enjoyed it a lot. It was a lot like purgatory chasm except way way better, more intense and allowed for more exploring. I loved it.
I've been busy but still connected with home too. cay had her homecoming last night, Pat is my case study for this semester in psych class, mom calls a lot and says she misses me and is jealous I'm on season two now, hehe, dad has called a few times basically for money stuff but whatever that works too, and marissa and I have both fallen on campus and that sucks but shared the stories and laughed at each other. lindsay I'm glad we still are talking a lot and I have no idea when our "normal" day is to talk but whatever that works and heather I'm glad you are having fun in your apartment and Brit I hope everything works out for the best. yah so that's all good. yay!
he still hasn't called. I'm so bored. the end. someone talk to me already!
have a good week!
Steve still hasn't called yet which makes me sad cuz last week when I was so busy he was here by now and this week he still hasn't called to say he was leaving. that makes me sad. I'm bored and I want entertainment. He is taking me shopping for Caleigh's birthday and maybe we'll go to the movies if we can agree on one. Plus I'm totally going to beat his bum in air hockey. that will be fun.
So RA stuff was hardcore at the start but has since calm down. and I have good stories from it so that's cool. maybe I should update my own jornal. that'd be good cuz I haven't had time to all week. good idea. My residents are fantastic! I love my freshmen boys. they make this an awesome and true college experience. My girl residents are on the whole older than me and don't need so much assistance or like talking so much and everything so I feel more detatched from them which is hard but if they are not interested I guess I can't do much about that. I have my first social tomorrow night, an ice cream social and I'm excited. Hopefully a lot of the girls will come and I know that the boys will. A lot of them stay on the weekends and that's awesome. (They won't watch One Tree Hill with me though, I asked) We played twister together last weekend, talk all the time, hang out and yah I heart them. One of them told me yesterday that I was like all of their new best friend and that's aweosme. Yay!!!
Steve and I are doing well overall. I am straightup honest with him and I've been feeling very scared and vulnerable and at one point made it really hard to brerak down any walls as I was feeling kinda resentful towards him for awhile and that's been hard. But we've talked about it, totally are taking it slow and all; he took me to polar caves for my birthday last weekend on Sunday and that was really nice. I enjoyed it a lot. It was a lot like purgatory chasm except way way better, more intense and allowed for more exploring. I loved it.
I've been busy but still connected with home too. cay had her homecoming last night, Pat is my case study for this semester in psych class, mom calls a lot and says she misses me and is jealous I'm on season two now, hehe, dad has called a few times basically for money stuff but whatever that works too, and marissa and I have both fallen on campus and that sucks but shared the stories and laughed at each other. lindsay I'm glad we still are talking a lot and I have no idea when our "normal" day is to talk but whatever that works and heather I'm glad you are having fun in your apartment and Brit I hope everything works out for the best. yah so that's all good. yay!
he still hasn't called. I'm so bored. the end. someone talk to me already!
have a good week!