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dear,
yes, i miss you, in this holiday, in this season, in my whole life.
i've moved out the house we used to live together, with all of your favorite things: cds, dvds, books, china-cups, diaries, and lots etc. keep them on the bookshelves and cupboards, the way i put them on displays is just like you did.
everything... they stay with me now. they're so quiet, quiet so loudly.
they all remind me about you. they all miss you like i do.
but you're not here.
i knew i'm too mad about my job before, always spent lots of time outside but home, felt too tired to go shopping with you. i thought one day everything would be ok then i would have more free time. but it never happened. but your life couldn't wait anymore.
i remember... your voice, your smile, your angry, your sadness, your letters, your habits.
every little thing, every single moment.
i remember, before the silence of the world.
i love you forever, dear my mum.
xxx