back to hell
Summer is over and we had to enter hell today again. Hey guys...look at it this way, only about 2hundred and some days til we are out of school. Geeze thats gonna take forever and a day. Whatever.
I sorta don't like my shedule- yet it seems like no one does. I was so upset earlier but I cooled off and talked things out with several adults and now I think I am all better.
Yesturday night was the first night of dance class. I haven't danced in a year and omg the jazz class at broadway was totally different at Ronnie's and so much better. I am learning a bunch of new things here and sweating like crazy. I love it yet I sorta feel weird since I don't know much of what these girls normally do and what not. I hope to do well though as the year goes on and improve. Hip hope class was really fun, and aahh dancing with my girlies rocks me hard core crazee. I love it. It is a blast and we all are like omgggg what do we do?! It rocks. We are so gangsterrr. lol.
Okies...so tonight I had the doctor appointment and he gave me such wise advice about my stress and school and what not. And he is totally right, what happens now in high school is not going to be remembered in your adulthood life most likely like for example if you do bad on a test or something. So we shouldn't let tiny things bother you....or even PEOPLE. SO I am gonna try to take his advice. He also said kids get this idea in their head about how being a teen is the best time of your life and in reality....it isn't....it is almost one of your worst things in life cause so many things are not worked out right yet like who you are and who your true friends will be and what you want to do with your life and what not. He said to be truthful to me- his best years were after high school and he knew who he actually was and what not. I am taking his advice totally. I think I am sorta positive a tiny bit more now about school than I was earlier.
Max just called...so yea I'll update this thing later cause we are talking and yea I can do this thing any time.
I sorta don't like my shedule- yet it seems like no one does. I was so upset earlier but I cooled off and talked things out with several adults and now I think I am all better.
Yesturday night was the first night of dance class. I haven't danced in a year and omg the jazz class at broadway was totally different at Ronnie's and so much better. I am learning a bunch of new things here and sweating like crazy. I love it yet I sorta feel weird since I don't know much of what these girls normally do and what not. I hope to do well though as the year goes on and improve. Hip hope class was really fun, and aahh dancing with my girlies rocks me hard core crazee. I love it. It is a blast and we all are like omgggg what do we do?! It rocks. We are so gangsterrr. lol.
Okies...so tonight I had the doctor appointment and he gave me such wise advice about my stress and school and what not. And he is totally right, what happens now in high school is not going to be remembered in your adulthood life most likely like for example if you do bad on a test or something. So we shouldn't let tiny things bother you....or even PEOPLE. SO I am gonna try to take his advice. He also said kids get this idea in their head about how being a teen is the best time of your life and in reality....it isn't....it is almost one of your worst things in life cause so many things are not worked out right yet like who you are and who your true friends will be and what you want to do with your life and what not. He said to be truthful to me- his best years were after high school and he knew who he actually was and what not. I am taking his advice totally. I think I am sorta positive a tiny bit more now about school than I was earlier.
Max just called...so yea I'll update this thing later cause we are talking and yea I can do this thing any time.