stuck here
tonight was a stay home night.. ew
i hate my parent's stupid rules and stupid excuses they use to keep me here and away from all the shit in the world. i'm exposed to it every day at school. whatever
well.... over the weekend me and alexa both learned that when we're together... pot is a bad thing to have. we get tooo hyper and loud. sorry that we annoyed all you guys.
pretty much hung out with foster, like i do every day. only i think we've been more distance since last weekend. i swear i screw up every good thing in my life, i dont know how i do it, and why i'm not aware of it when it happens. sick of it. hate myself for doing this all the time.
<3 love you alll.. read alexa's entry about us being at the bowling alley friday, and had no idea we were there. totally went blank for a while. then remembered .. o yah megans dad saw me there and thinks im a slut. thats nice to know.
foster 'yelled' at us in the car, ruined my high, and put me in a reallllly bad mood. it stuck for a couple of days, but its gone now. i'm back to being myself and quiet. r-e-t-a-r-d
dont really kno what happend much. theres a lot of blanks. i remember smokin in fosters car at fountain walk, being half naked, then mc. donalds where paul kinda got pissed at us. ummm then the cops after us, foster freaking out about everything. then umm.... more nakedness in fosters car. thats about it. vaugely remember being at the bowling alley, switching pants, and seeing ryan for a few seconds. thats all.
i hate my parent's stupid rules and stupid excuses they use to keep me here and away from all the shit in the world. i'm exposed to it every day at school. whatever
well.... over the weekend me and alexa both learned that when we're together... pot is a bad thing to have. we get tooo hyper and loud. sorry that we annoyed all you guys.
pretty much hung out with foster, like i do every day. only i think we've been more distance since last weekend. i swear i screw up every good thing in my life, i dont know how i do it, and why i'm not aware of it when it happens. sick of it. hate myself for doing this all the time.
<3 love you alll.. read alexa's entry about us being at the bowling alley friday, and had no idea we were there. totally went blank for a while. then remembered .. o yah megans dad saw me there and thinks im a slut. thats nice to know.
foster 'yelled' at us in the car, ruined my high, and put me in a reallllly bad mood. it stuck for a couple of days, but its gone now. i'm back to being myself and quiet. r-e-t-a-r-d
dont really kno what happend much. theres a lot of blanks. i remember smokin in fosters car at fountain walk, being half naked, then mc. donalds where paul kinda got pissed at us. ummm then the cops after us, foster freaking out about everything. then umm.... more nakedness in fosters car. thats about it. vaugely remember being at the bowling alley, switching pants, and seeing ryan for a few seconds. thats all.