some people dont know when to quit
wonderful day. i went to see spiderman 2 with some friends, very nice. i got a shirt, some radio station was there & throwing them around... spectacular.
tomorrow im suppose to go hang out with camille. i havent seen her in a long time so that should be fun. maybe i'll get my mind off of the things that he said and then i dont have to worry about all the "what if's"
yah so i just got bak from getting ice cream with stephanie and abi. very nice, those girls are great. and i love stephanie's car. lol gotta love looking up and seeing airplanes, and then the hott guys we randomly found around the mall.. haha yah we have good times.
i have to drive tomorrow at 7:30 am, maybe i should go sleep. haha. then i have to drive friday before i go up north with the family for a week. wow thats gunna be boring. i guess im going to tan A LOT while im there... hmmmmmm im really going to look lebanese by time i get home. maybe i'll see ryan when i get home, and possibly i can find the words to say cuz i dont want to just be here and believe all the things that he says, i want to think that everything is/ will be okay, but in reality, we all know thats not how it is. i do need to stop living in the past, and you need to stop thinking its ok to mess with people like you do.
i enjoyed that night, and i wanted him to know that i still loved him and that i wanted to stay there with him like that forever.... well theres nothing i can do, and i dont want to make this any worse than it has to be. <3
tomorrow im suppose to go hang out with camille. i havent seen her in a long time so that should be fun. maybe i'll get my mind off of the things that he said and then i dont have to worry about all the "what if's"
yah so i just got bak from getting ice cream with stephanie and abi. very nice, those girls are great. and i love stephanie's car. lol gotta love looking up and seeing airplanes, and then the hott guys we randomly found around the mall.. haha yah we have good times.
i have to drive tomorrow at 7:30 am, maybe i should go sleep. haha. then i have to drive friday before i go up north with the family for a week. wow thats gunna be boring. i guess im going to tan A LOT while im there... hmmmmmm im really going to look lebanese by time i get home. maybe i'll see ryan when i get home, and possibly i can find the words to say cuz i dont want to just be here and believe all the things that he says, i want to think that everything is/ will be okay, but in reality, we all know thats not how it is. i do need to stop living in the past, and you need to stop thinking its ok to mess with people like you do.
i enjoyed that night, and i wanted him to know that i still loved him and that i wanted to stay there with him like that forever.... well theres nothing i can do, and i dont want to make this any worse than it has to be. <3