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wow..
never want to hear my mom say "friends with benifits" ever again.
whatever.
its not like im contemplating jumping off a cliff or something stupid like that. this is so dumb. im not even trusted to go over to brittney's house anymore.
this is all so messed up. i didnt think it would get me into this kind of mess... then again i had it coming.. maybe
i feel bad. but then again i dont. if she trusted him like he thinks she does she wouldnt have gone so far as to look in my lj. thats retarded. just walked in the house didnt say a word to him and he said was "i hate you" when i got a reason why, it was the lamest thing i've ever heard of in my life. i keep getting blamed for ryan and brianne's relationship going to hell. thats messed up kids. i have no part in this. im not doing anything wrong. i put pictures up because i didnt think she would look here. i wrote about that stuff because i didnt think anyone cared to say anything about it.
even worse... on the ice, after we talked for a while and i got pushed on the ground a few times... if i say anything to or about her to anyone and she/he finds out about it ..i got warned
"if you say anything to her i will erase you from my mind just like a bad memory"
that one hurt me. hmm
its 10. im not tired. i have a full battery, lots of minutes, and nobody to call.. where the hell are you!?