Sep 05, 2006 21:21
I just got really sad.
I want to sit on the beaches of LBI,
and watch the moon.
I expected so much from this summer, and just now, I realized how disappointing it was. Now i have to go back and sit in school. It's pointless, I'm not going to college. Why even bother. I feel really depressed right now, and I don't know why. It scares me. I want to have one of those nights where the most amazing things happen, things you will remember forever and ever. That hasn't happened to me. I want life to hit me full tilt. I need something exciting for a change. I need a change.
you're the color
you're the movement and the spin
could it stay with me the whole day long?
fail with consequence
lose with eloquence