I'm done.
i haven't slept in 48 hours.
i'm off my birth control.
i'm on my period.
i've had a presentation, a speech, a quiz, an exam, and a paper due all this week.
i'm so worn out.
i want badly to spill my guts. but i don't want to be vulnerable. i want to talk to someone. i don't want to feel like this. i don't want to be alone. but i don't want to be near anyone. i don't want to call my friends even though i miss them terribly. i want to act like i'm fine. i want to believe everything is going to work out.
don't flatter yourself and pretend you know what i'm talking about. don't judge me when you don't know me. don't sit there and think you know how i feel. i'm sick of caring. i'm sick of trying. i am not a shitty person.
i am not depressed. i'm not going to hurt myself or get drunk to deal with my emotions. i've just had a shitty fucking day and i'm letting it get to me.
I'm just stressed, and i'm just letting things get to me.
i'm off my birth control.
i'm on my period.
i've had a presentation, a speech, a quiz, an exam, and a paper due all this week.
i'm so worn out.
i want badly to spill my guts. but i don't want to be vulnerable. i want to talk to someone. i don't want to feel like this. i don't want to be alone. but i don't want to be near anyone. i don't want to call my friends even though i miss them terribly. i want to act like i'm fine. i want to believe everything is going to work out.
don't flatter yourself and pretend you know what i'm talking about. don't judge me when you don't know me. don't sit there and think you know how i feel. i'm sick of caring. i'm sick of trying. i am not a shitty person.
i am not depressed. i'm not going to hurt myself or get drunk to deal with my emotions. i've just had a shitty fucking day and i'm letting it get to me.
I'm just stressed, and i'm just letting things get to me.