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SUNDAY, DECEMBER 26, 2004
Christmas was wonderful, Jonas picked out exceptional gifts, my favorite was the titanium ring with the words Our Love will last Forever and a Day and our initials engraved, it is just spectacular.
We had Courtknee and Rodney over for dinner, which didn't go as well as I had hoped. First they were late, and then Rodney brought up Jarrod, and I got physically ill, and Jonas got very pissed off, and that kind of killed the evening. That and Courtknee seems to have caught my cold, so they went home early. ::frown::
Jonas and I spend a quiet night in eachother's arms, it was very nice and made up for the ruined dinner. He's always so incredibly loving and giving, which is why his behavior today is unnerving.
The day started out normal, his loud alarm clock blaring, snuggling and love making. Then he went up to the SGC with the intention of resigning from SG-1, when he returned, he said he'd changed his mind. I guess I can understand that, I mean he does love it, and if it makes him happy I'll learn to deal. Anyway, he seemed fine, we made love and then he got up and walked out without one word.
Thought that maybe he was just over tired, or just not feeling well, as he too caught this damn cold. But I think something is terribly wrong, he's suddenly gone cold and distant. Doesn't seem to care about me all of a sudden, I'm really sick and I slipped and fell in the kitchen and really hurt my wrist. He just stared at me and left me there cradling my arm. When I came into the livingroom, he was playing Halo and yelled at me for crying, actually told me to "shut the fuck up".
Court and Rodney came over.. I called Court out of panic, since Jonas really seemed to not care if my wrist was fractured, which it is. Typing with one hand really sucks BTW. Rodney took me to the hospital, Jonas wasn't home when we got back. ::frown:: I wonder if he's having an affair.. ::blink:: Oh God.. Sam.. it makes sense to me now. ::sniffle:: That must be why he was gone so long and decided to stay on Sg-1, to be with her. ::cry:: He's probably just not leaving me because of the babies.. ::sob:: my life is over.. ::cries forever::
Christmas was wonderful, Jonas picked out exceptional gifts, my favorite was the titanium ring with the words Our Love will last Forever and a Day and our initials engraved, it is just spectacular.
We had Courtknee and Rodney over for dinner, which didn't go as well as I had hoped. First they were late, and then Rodney brought up Jarrod, and I got physically ill, and Jonas got very pissed off, and that kind of killed the evening. That and Courtknee seems to have caught my cold, so they went home early. ::frown::
Jonas and I spend a quiet night in eachother's arms, it was very nice and made up for the ruined dinner. He's always so incredibly loving and giving, which is why his behavior today is unnerving.
The day started out normal, his loud alarm clock blaring, snuggling and love making. Then he went up to the SGC with the intention of resigning from SG-1, when he returned, he said he'd changed his mind. I guess I can understand that, I mean he does love it, and if it makes him happy I'll learn to deal. Anyway, he seemed fine, we made love and then he got up and walked out without one word.
Thought that maybe he was just over tired, or just not feeling well, as he too caught this damn cold. But I think something is terribly wrong, he's suddenly gone cold and distant. Doesn't seem to care about me all of a sudden, I'm really sick and I slipped and fell in the kitchen and really hurt my wrist. He just stared at me and left me there cradling my arm. When I came into the livingroom, he was playing Halo and yelled at me for crying, actually told me to "shut the fuck up".
Court and Rodney came over.. I called Court out of panic, since Jonas really seemed to not care if my wrist was fractured, which it is. Typing with one hand really sucks BTW. Rodney took me to the hospital, Jonas wasn't home when we got back. ::frown:: I wonder if he's having an affair.. ::blink:: Oh God.. Sam.. it makes sense to me now. ::sniffle:: That must be why he was gone so long and decided to stay on Sg-1, to be with her. ::cry:: He's probably just not leaving me because of the babies.. ::sob:: my life is over.. ::cries forever::