these alive days...

[summer_of_stars]

I'm feeling so happy lately. Everything is seriously so wonderful...i just hope i can stay this happy for my whole life. I never want to live a normal life. I never want to have to go to work everyday, or work in an office or cube. I dont want to live in a high class neighborhood with a bunch of stuck up assholes. I want to live my whole life knowing that its my ONLY life...and i want to experience all that i can. I want to take chances. I want to tell people i love them, i want to stay up all night, every night, i want to go sailing around the world, i want to photograph naked people, i want to have amazing and multi-orgasmic sex (when the time comes), i want to live on the beach and sing to people, i want to be poor and live for what REALLY matters in life...like, love, peace, happiness, nature, and inner soul, i want to travel to Australia, Greece, Italy, Amsterdamm, Iceland, Anartica, Alaska, CALIFORNIA, India, Iraq, Brazil...i want to be me.

i cant wait until i get out of college and dont have to live for my parents anymore. Really, the only reason im going to college is so my parents dont dis-own me!!! If only i could just move to California for a few years and then just travel around the world. I want to see the world. I want to see outside of the prison walls we live within!!!!!

im so ecxited for the future...yet scared at the same time...