This is the truth...
So the other day i was in the hall and i saw these two people and they looked so happy together, and i told jane how jealous i was of them. and i really am. im so jealous of people that have someone else and are actually happy, and that makes me sick. i cant even be happy for them, no i have to be bitter. wow i suck sometimes.
but on a happierish note im going to washington for thanksgiving. i dont really wanna go but i dont really want to be in ri all that much anymore so its alright. plus i get to see my cousins which will be super coooool.
yeah i just needed a random update.
iloveyou.