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[summer_love3]

this summer is different than expected the other night sara edwards came and picked me up at like midnight and we went on a long drive and just talked
we talked about the things that have hurt lately and things that have been going well
i didnt realize till then how hurt i was by things that had been happening
i think for so long id been trying to convince myself that i was alright and that it didnt bother me
well thats not true
i feel like summer came and with the summer breeze everything changed suddenly
all the things and people that i held on so dearly to have just disappeared
that sucks big time
but ill be ok..i have some amazing friends who are helping me get through this
i miss krissa so much
ive been able to talk to that silly cheerleader everyday since shes been gone, but i know all that will change once she gets on the plane to florida tomorrow
florida is far away from california
but shell have a good time
and ive still got shannon but that leaves us only 2/3 team seltzer
bummer

so i guess this is just an i miss you to the people who seem pretty absent from my life right now and a thank you to those who have stuck by me through everything and made this an amazing summer so far

<3