Sep 12, 2005 15:04
hey liz? how fuckin stupid do you think I am? did you think I wouldn't think anything was up when you just obviously reacted strange, "oh its probably a note from James", how stupid do you fuckin think I am? yeah, well I put fuckin 2 and 2 together and figured it out. you miss James. he misses you, and your trying to keep it a secret, your tryin to delibratly keep it away from me- what you miss him, then go fuckin get him- or just go behind my back again and send little notes to him. Yeah I was wrong to go on your myspace but seriously, how stupid do you think I am... I'm done, this is a waste of time, bye, have fun at school, go hook up with James... peace!
Oh yeah and hopefully James is smart becuse I told him if he keeps up with his pathetiv attempts I'd break his neck- I hope he's smarter then he looks-
why the fuck would you go behind my back? FUCK YOU!
LOVE YOU!
Ryan.
glad to see the love is returned, thanks
RYAN-
Are you kidding me?
Are you fucking serious?
Just because I fucking miss James does not mean That I don't love you. It doesn't mean bull shit to our relationship. It means I spent two years with that kid and I miss him. LIKE A FRIEND. Not like Im still in love with him. Not like I want to do him. Not like I miss you when you're not around.
I don't, or didn't want you to know about this bullshit because I knew you would react badly. But not this badly. No wonder you didn't talk to me the whole way to school this morning. No wonder...
But if you want to break up with me just over this, then fine. If this is SUCH A BIG DEAL, because I miss James, then fine. But don't you miss Rebecca every once in a while? Do you think I would throw a fit over it? I might be upset, but it's understandable if you miss her. And you were only with her for a few months. I understand if you were upset that I was keeping it from you. But I still fucking love you.
But what about all those promises you made me? Spending the rest of our lives together? How you wouldn't leave me for anything. You promised me you wouldn't leave me. How dare you? How can you even say you love me when you pull this? Fuck Ryan. I don't know what to do with myself.
I love you, I really do,
Liz