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its really strange, i was driving home tonight and a former friend popped into my head. i was thinking how odd it is that people sometimes go their different ways... sometimes there is just a natural progression, other times someone gets hurt. then i come online tonight and its brought to my attn that my former friend has said something in her LJ about the whole fiasco. FUCK! i was having nice thoughts.. like... i had hoped everything is going well for her... i wish i had the will power to not check it out.... like really... why did i bother? well... this is what i figure... we are all still connected... we have a past together... a great one. the friendships we had were real. but things change, people make mistakes, people change, people move on, people dwell, people are curious. so, yeah... i read her journal... and ya know what... she's probably gonna read mine... and i'm ok with that.
and so, if you are reading this... i don't have any ill will towards you. i hope you are well. i don't regret that we are not friends anymore. we stopped fitting long before the end, but i did love you, and i am thankful for the good times we did have. goodluck.
and so, if you are reading this... i don't have any ill will towards you. i hope you are well. i don't regret that we are not friends anymore. we stopped fitting long before the end, but i did love you, and i am thankful for the good times we did have. goodluck.