Nov 08, 2007 06:19
I feel like I'm going through a rough patch right now.
It really sucks, I absolutely hate feeling this way.
I'm stressed out, and most importantly I cannot control my thoughts that trigger my anxiety levels to be really high.
I have insomnia now.
Everyday I feel like breaking down and crying because I'm so confused.
I'm constantly worried about things.
I hate to be alone, but sometimes that doesn't even help because I still cannot control the negative thoughts that I have.
I'm not depressed, but if things continue to be this way I feel I will eventually become depressed.
Why me? Why does this stuff happen to me?
I want to get better so badly, so nothing declines from it, like school, and most importantly my relationships.
I really do not want to be draining on people.
Most of all I'm so scared.
A panic attack is the worse thing in the world to go through.
What will happen a year from now, when I go to college?
Please someone tell me this will pass.
I'm so sick of feeling this way.