The mistakes we call regrets
Sometimes I like to spend hours imagining what my life would be like if I had done a few things slightly differently.
Someone once said its the good girls who keep diaries. The bad girls don't have time. Me, I just want to have fun.
But I really want what I once had, and what I have now. How do you want both? It's like wanting cold hot chocolate. I love the friends I have now, but I want one friend back more than ever. I want my boyfriend back more than ever. How pathetic can I be? A million friends and parties doesn't fill that empty hole in my chest where my heart used to be.
I would rather spend a saturday night, or rather, every night cuddling up with my boy than go out to parties.
Now I know what real regret feels like.
Someone once said its the good girls who keep diaries. The bad girls don't have time. Me, I just want to have fun.
But I really want what I once had, and what I have now. How do you want both? It's like wanting cold hot chocolate. I love the friends I have now, but I want one friend back more than ever. I want my boyfriend back more than ever. How pathetic can I be? A million friends and parties doesn't fill that empty hole in my chest where my heart used to be.
I would rather spend a saturday night, or rather, every night cuddling up with my boy than go out to parties.
Now I know what real regret feels like.