Jan 16, 2005 23:24
so, everyone's back.
well, mostly everyone. joe, dillon and danielle aren't here yet, and i don't know if jim and dave are next door...i guess they're probably not because if they were i think i'd know. it's weird being back on campus after a break and not going to dinner with sean and kramer and catching up...i don't know, i just really have been missing gorham a lot lately, i'm not sure what it is.
chris came back, of course, and of course he's being SUPER weird. i just can't decide if it's worth it to sit him down and talk to him about things. i know we used to be friends and all, but we never had good talks, or did anything besides sit around and watch movies...i think maybe i was just so enamored with him that i didn't realize that we had nothing in common and nothing to talk about. i just wish he'd stop being so weird to everyone else about it. just because we had a relationship and ended it doesn't mean rob deluca has to feel awkward about being friends with both of us or that jackie and linnae should have to choose who they're going to spend time with. i'm just trying really hard to be normal, or, i was being normal but it's getting harder and harder to maintain that because he's so obnoxious about everything.
i don't know. i was so glad that rob wasn't weird, though, and actually talked to nicole about me and told her that we're friends and that he likes me a lot as a person and that she's going to have to learn to deal with that...i don't think anyone's ever done that for me, which might sound weird...i promise i'm not developing the contagious crush on rob deluca, it's just that i feel like i'm usually the one getting the "i know you don't like ________ but i do so you're going to have to deal," and if it's the other way around, i feel like no one's ever cared enough to stick up for me like that. whatever. i just really like the friendship that we're starting to develop and i hope we get to spend more time together soon. we're working on plans for drunk movies....we'll see, haha.
in other news, mr. gelderman is back at the house...and still hasn't called me.
why does he have to be so hot?
also, why do i have to keep falling for sigma pi guys? I NEED TO STAY AWAY FROM FRAT BOYS!!!!!
now that i think of it, i've ONLY hooked up with frat boys this year. WHAT THE FUCK! i had a no frat rule for 2 years, and then q had to go and ruin it...gaaaaah. whatever. he's sooooo lucky he's so hot.
so, i've been picking out classes i want to take this semester. i'm afraid to take them all at once because they all sound so great but what if i use up all the good classes in one semester and then i'm stuck with crap for the rest of college??? whatever, right now i'm looking at 4 classes monday, 1 tues/thurs, 5 classes on wednesdays...maybe i should rethink that...and then 3 classes on friday. if i decide not to stick with italian, though, i'll only have 2 classes fridays, which is sweet. the classes are german history since 1941, italian 103, the holocaust, US history 1941-1974, intro to comparitive politics and US history from 1917-1945. i'm super psyched about both of the US history ones, i hope i get in, especially to the 1917-45 wednesday night one. i like taking the one night class a week...i think it's cool. and if rob and dave take it with me...then we'll be unstoppable, haha, i'm realllly psyched.
anyway, i'm going to go see if i can find a good monday night class to try to enroll in (and con quinton to take with me...or anyone, for that matter!), before jackie comes and makes me play pictionary. GOD.
...it's good to be back.
--s*
ps dave marcus picked out a good computer for me to get and it's less than $700!! i can so afford that, have money left over, and HAVE A NEW COMPUTER!!!! i can't even DEAL :-p
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