hahaha. remember cleaning?...
hahaha...yeah.
anyway.
LAST PERSON WHO...
Slept in your bed: Me
Saw you cry: oh god, i don't know. i usually avoid letting people see me cry.
Made you cry: the same boy who always fucking makes me cry <---- yeah, that one. only for me, he has a different real name.
You shared a drink with: brad
You went to the movies with: a whole mess of tucker people
You went to the mall with: tyler
Sent you an email: real person? my mom :)
You kissed: bryan. only it was a goodbye kiss...doesn't really count.
HAVE YOU EVER...
Said "I Love You" and meant it: yeah.
Gotten in a fight with your pet: i've had many an argument with my cats, yes.
Been to New York: yep! hate it. except for long island.
Florida: yeah. hate it.
California: nope. really want to, though.
Hawaii: nope. could go without it.
Mexico: nope. again. not needed.
China: nope! not so into the commies.
Canada: nope. sucks.
Danced naked: nope!
Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: probably, yeah.
Wish you were the opposite sex: occasionally.
Had an imaginary friend: yeah. i think her name was mangee. as in mang + eeee.
RANDOM...
Red or blue: Blue
Spring or Fall: Fall
Are you bored: duhhhhhhhh
Last noise you heard: music
Last time you went out of the state: umm...probably thanksgiving
Do you have a crush on someone: i have like 9 million crushes on 9 million different boys. such is life...
What book are you reading now: i'm a history major. i don't get to read for fun! are you kidding?
What is the first thing you think when you wake up: that's it--i'm not going to class today.
How many rings before you answer: however many it takes me to get to my phone, usually.
Future daughter's name: linda/darcy
Future son's name: benjamin/ryan
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yes. noah :)
If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: writer, history teacher...personal assistant.
Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous: lefty!
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys: one would assume...
What's under your bed: what isn't? <------such a good answer!
College plans: i'm in college.
Piercings: three in my left ear, two in my right.
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: yup.
EXTRA STUFF
Do you do drugs: No.
Do you drink: on occasion.
Who is your best friend: maggie brown, mike mathieu.
What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use: garnier fructis. but i think i'm going to change as soon as i run out...i feel like it's time for a change.
What are you most scared of: heights and...well? small things. i don't know. it's weird.
What clothes do you sleep in: pjs. seriously? my favorite things in the whole world.
Who is the last person who called you: probably brad. no! my mom.
Where do you want to get married: at my aunt polly's house.
Favorite number: 4
What type automobile do you drive: i don't. drive. or own something to drive.
Are you timely or always late: usually late.
Do you have a job: yep!
Do you like being around people: certain people, yes.
Best feeling in the world: hugs from mike mathieu :) going to bed at 5 a.m. last night was a pretty good feeling, too.
Are you a health freak: are you kidding?
MORE STUFF
Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: typically, yes.
Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: duh.
Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: i don't think i really have a "type," but i do have a "type" i dislike. if that makes sense.
Ever afraid you'll never get married: *sigh* yeah.
Ever want kids?: absolutely.
FAVORITE
Room in house: the christmas room.
Type(s) of music: almost anything.
Band: something corporate, ben folds, ben folds five....
Memory: jake walking away from gorham, that last day. it was just so poetic. i don't know. anyone who wasn't there just won't ever understand.
Day of the week: friday.
Color: orange.
Perfume or cologne: lilu from pac*sun
IN THE LAST 72 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
Cried: um...i think so. i mean...hmm. in the last week, yes. haha.
Bought something: i don't wanna talk about it.
Gotten sick: nah.
Sung: yeah, with the radio with tyler!
Said "I Love You": yeah. not in the most romantic way ever. but yeah.
Wanted to tell someone you loved them: sure...and then i said it :-p
Met someone new: yes. not the most pleasant experience of my life.
Moved on: haha. probably not. actually? yeah, i did. i moved on from a conflict i've been creating for myself since like august. it feels good.
Missed someone: every day.
Hugged someone: there was a LOT of hugging last night!
Kissed someone: yeah. but not a real kiss. it was bryan, come on now. haha.
Fought with your parents: nah.
Dreamt about someone you can't be with: hahaha, yeah, but he knows ;)
Had a lot of sleep: not at all.
HAVE YOU EVER...
Been drunk: heh. yep.
smoked pot: nope.
Kissed a member of the opposite sex: yep!
Kissed a member of the same sex: nope. i'm sure i could have last night, though. good lord.
Crashed a friend's car: um, no.
Ridden in a taxi: uh huh.
Been in love: sure.
Had sex in public: uh, no.
Been dumped: yeah.
Shoplifted: not anything real.
Been fired: haha, yeah, for an hour.
Been in a fist fight: not a real one.
Pissed on myself: uhh...
Been arrested: almost! zachery rademacher sure did try.
Made out with a stranger: someone i didn't know that well, yeah. but never an actual stranger.
Stole something from my job: install cameras in the back where the stuff is next time, bess eaton. that's all i have to say.
Celebrated new years in time square: no, and i don't really get the craze. i don't like the cold!
Gone on a blind date: nope.
Lied to a friend: yeah, i'm sure.
Had a crush on a teacher: haha, after the fact, sure.
Been to europe: not yet!
Skipped school: who hasn't?
Cut myself on purpose: no.
Been married : haha, not yet! but i did get a proposal once :-p
Had children: uhh, not yet.
Stripped at a party: are my initials DT? noooooope.
Literally crawled to your house drunk, even if just from across the street: um, no. and i don't ever plan to.
Jumped off a bridge: are you serious?
Gone surfing: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...no, but this summer i'm gonna be a TOTAL surfer girl. or...something.
Had a mullet: ew!
Peed in public: i try to avoid public peeing, thankyouverymuch.
EDIT:
I am: feeling lots of anxiety over all of the things i have to do/take care of in the next 12 hours to 3 days.
I want: for my life to make sense again.
I have: the best friends in the entire world.
I wish: that i hadn't slept in finkle's bed last night. ew.
I hate: that the soda machines are sold out of diet pepsi right now. boo :(
I miss: gorham.
I fear: that i really will never see jacob waltman again.
I hear: the hurt in my friend's voice sometimes and it kills me that i can't make it better.
I search: for sanity. but it's definitely not in this room.
I wonder: where life will take me.
I try not to regret: anything.
I love: driving recklessly and singing at the top of my lungs to ben folds live with tyler mattiace in the summer time more than anything in the entire world.
I have an ache: in my shoulder. boo :(
I long: to be cuddled up in my bed with someone. don't you wish you knew who?...
I care: immensely about my friends.
I always: steal brad's cigarettes. and cloves. and lighters. heh heh. not sorry!!
I am not: sorry about much in life.
I believe: in the sand beneath my toes/the beach gives a feeling, an earthly feeling...
I dance: often :)
I sing: loud. and not sorry. hehehe.
I cry: a lot. but never around people. and usually over the beauty of life over the sadness in it.
I am not always: punctual. or sane...
I fight: with myself when it comes to taking chances.
I write: not as often as i'd like to.
I win: almost never.
I trust: that things will work themselves out in the end, no matter what.
I lose: on occasion.
I will never: smoke pot.
I listen: to music every chance i get.
I can usually be found: in bed or somewhere where there's food. soooo true!
I am scared: of being alone forever.
I need: a DIET FUCKING PEPSI!
I am happy about: brad coming over to visit later.
I confuse: boys. a lot.
I should: be cleaning my room and packing :-\
Three things you are often complimented for: my sense of humor, my breasts (usually by tyler), and my friends :)
You get embarrassed when: the focus is on me.
What upsets you: republicans.
You keep a diary: just a livejournal, really.
You like to cook: no, i LOVE to cook!
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: everyone does.
You set your watch a few minutes ahead: not my watch, but most of the timepieces in my room.
You bite your fingernails: god, yeah, i do. i wish i didn't...
You believe in love: yeah. sure. why not?
Who is/are...?
The prettiest person of the opposite sex you know: of the opposite sex? definitely mike leone. he's way prettier than i am!
The weirdest person you know: michael mathieu, in the best possible way :-D
The loudest person you know: linnae!
Your close friends: oh dear. i have so many wonderful friends :)
The person that knows the most about you: maggie brown.
Most boring teacher: the robot! only brad laporte could possibly know who i'm talking about...
What is?
Your most overused phrase on IM: lol <-----i agree.
Last image/thought you go to sleep with: oh god. i don't know...
Your best feature: hmm, i don't know. i think i have pretty good hair...
Inside joke: oh my god...the only one i can come up with right now is "TILF" but there are soooooooo many.
Do You...?
Take a shower everyday: try to!
Have a (any) crush (es): i distinctly remember covering this earlier.
Think you've been in love: yes, i have been.
Want to get married: oh I thought you'd never ask! of course I'll marry you virtual diary! of course I must confess, I am a virgin <------ alicia, you are hilarious
Have any tattoos/where?: nope.
Piercing/where?: ok, i KNOW i already answered this.
Get along with your parents: my mom is my best friend. my dad...
WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF
Ryan: beautiful ____
Rob: dettman, my love :)
Stephanie: karger. one of my the100 students. but i don't even know which one she is, i don't think i even know what her hair color is. so awful!
Heather: breasts. is that wrong?..
Aaron: arcello.
Eve: that girl on the dawson. the blonde one? can't stand her.
Jon: this really nice kid in my the100 class. kinda gay...whatever.
Alex: "aw, man...i'm not gonna get any for eighteen days!"
Justin: tyler :-p
Ricky: this kid i went to elementary school with. i mean, jr. high and high school, too, but i mostly remember elementary school. we were tight in like kindergarten.
Jack: "just ____!"