Mar 27, 2005 18:37
I think I figured it out..
Maybe..I'm just brainstorming.
I think I remind him of Lauren. Like becuase I've noticed...that every time I start to get opinionated..he thinks I want to fight with him, or that I am fighting. When I'm really not at all.
But the problem is..I can't just NOT be opinionated, because that's part of who I am, you know? It's just when I think something, I'm going to say what I think.
That doesn't mean I want an arguement. And discussion does not mean arguing either. I don't think there's anything wrong when someone disagrees with me. That's just how life is. I can accept that.
But I'm not gonna be like her and I think he needs to understand that.
Just because I make a statement, it doesn't mean I want a fight.
I hate fighting.
And I'm sorry.
And Scott if you're reading this you need to know that I love you and that I'm not gonna hurt you, I'm not like her. And if I'm doing something wrong just tell me, and I'll fix it.