christmas
i have finally found that i can be happy.
and how simply awful i feel for my cousin. she has a disease called reflex sympathetic disorder (RSD.
it started a few years ago when she got a small cut on her hand from an ice skate.
she goes through so much pain all while staying fairly optimistic.
today i finally realized, at christmas, how amazing she truly is.
and how even though she isn't the "perfect" thing, that she has always been there
and how stupid her ex boyfriend is for leaving her.
i love her, and my family and i truly did have a nice christmas.
i didn't get hardly anything, and i wasnt in the most festive mood,
but this year really was one of the best in a while.
and sometimes, putting together a tiger puzzle with your cousin for two little boys and then watching a coral reef video with them is the best time that i have had in a while.
and how simply awful i feel for my cousin. she has a disease called reflex sympathetic disorder (RSD.
it started a few years ago when she got a small cut on her hand from an ice skate.
she goes through so much pain all while staying fairly optimistic.
today i finally realized, at christmas, how amazing she truly is.
and how even though she isn't the "perfect" thing, that she has always been there
and how stupid her ex boyfriend is for leaving her.
i love her, and my family and i truly did have a nice christmas.
i didn't get hardly anything, and i wasnt in the most festive mood,
but this year really was one of the best in a while.
and sometimes, putting together a tiger puzzle with your cousin for two little boys and then watching a coral reef video with them is the best time that i have had in a while.