oh yeah .. those SUMMER NIGHTS
today was amazing.. but the end sucked. yeah it sucked big vagina man balls okay?!
sooo i called chels&kim around 1&we made plans. so they came around 430&chelsea's mom took us to mt. prospect. she took the longest way possible haha. then we go there&i meet andrea. she is sucha sweetie&i'm glad i met her! so we jus hang out&it was lotsa fun. we tried opening the bathrooms but they were locked. soo i called matt's but he wasnt home. then he comes back&we're jus chillen by the bottom of the steps&he comes&i hide becuz its a long story. then he jus walks off cuz he sees me hiding so as usual i chase him back&i end up talkin w/ him. then he goes inside 4 dinner but then he comes back&then andrea&chels used his bathroom&i talked to his parents. i love his parents damnit. then we leave&walk to erica's. see manda pass by, then we meet up w/ erica, ash, kelly, &all those little shit kids. then christina&tom come =). woooow i missed christina sooo much it felt great to see her again. <33 then we decide to go to castle park, aka the mansions, aka the cribs - haha. but it was gettin late cuz we were waiting 4 manda, so we wuda gotten kicked outta the park. so then we jus stop @ pizza hut&i go 2 dunkin donuts to meet up w/ chels, kim&andrea again. case&tim come with me so we jus chill there. end up seeing gwen, jeff d&cal. niiiiiice. then we jus chillax outside w/ the girls&then kim's mom was gonna pick them up so we sed our good-byes&left. we come back&matt takes every1 into the woods, but me case&christina get scared so we come back .. thats when everything went wrong. soooo long story short i was going to cry/flip shit, but i didnt&jus held it in as good as possible becuz i love every1&i wouldnt wanna jus make some big scene over nothing, right? it was jus nooooothiiinnnggggg. okay so whatevs i go home&case comes w/ me. then around 1045 my dad takes her home&i told matt to call me so i can take him home, but nooo he didnt. so we see him&my dad pulls over in styretown&then i call matt&he sez hes almost home but he lied cuz i saw him&i told him to jus come and get in my damn car, but he argues with meeeee&i jus give up&let him get raped by the killer. yeah see i was upset becuz he always walks me like half way home or something&he wont even let me take him to his house. but whatevs. so i took case home&then i am here now jus venting about my many "issues" that consist of him. sooo that is all for now&i love my girls who help me out here. i love u chels u are amazing. i love u too kim ur my lover - ALWAYS. case-a-lace u are so true to me iloveyouu. wheres my effin scab? hah and lexadee like i sed .. for stickin by me i hadda give u two thumbs up. i love u. thanks for letting me "practice" haha. okay bye shit facessssss =)~
have i told u lately that i love you? have i told u that there's no one else above you. you fill my heart with gladness. take away all my sadness. ease my troubles .. thats what you dooooo. haha i love u girls.
edit .. i did the most amazing thing. i talked to austin diaz. i love him! well i miss him haha thats it. and we jus talked alot. and i missed him so much! i cant WAIT til our friendship grows again. he was my best guy friend b4 matt came. damn u matt u ruined my life! jk i love u babe. but it felt so great and yeah i jus miss him and thats all. and then i talked to chels. wow she is effin amazing. i sooo love u chels i really do haha. after jus 1 day of hangin out ur amazing. not many people could get me like that! but i hope our friendship grows. and thank u for helping me figure him out. ur jus great. and we have so much in common ahhh aowdiahdfuajf. okay everyone bye haha <33