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so i really suck at updating these things...
so i realized today...that the two really good friends I have right now...are all I could ever ask for...
Son not wanting to tell me something because you didnt want me to get mad...meant a lot...but telling me when I asked for the honest truth, that meant more...knowing that you go out of your way to include me...and letting me tag along...even tho sometimes I royally suck at life..and am a complete piss pot...and not getting mad at me for leaving..or even when I made more of the situation than there was...You've grown up so much...I can't even begin to tell you how much that means...I'm really sorry for being so shitty friday..your friendship means a lot to me...thank you for always being there...I can always count on you to listen...thank you for being there..
Walt Disney called...(he loves you)
Angie you are amazing...you know me so well...amazing...so just wow...you read me like an open book..and its awesome...no wonder you are the one that tells me to either suck it up and deal..or dwell for a little while longer...You going away in the fall will be different...but I shall survive..and you come back..everything should be set..and just wow..Wow could ask for someone better to tell it like it is...and not be afraid to tell me the truth..or the other side and help me understand..Thank you so much..
so needless today..i was pretty shitty to others this weekend when it was because of other things...I guess I now know who my true friends are..its okay to get upset and dwell but how long can that really go on??or last??? I know I'm sick of it already...and being so childish to not going and fixing things is so hard...but I don't know if I was wrong..honestly I don't know...but I will never know if you don't tell me..so how bout we cut the crap..and talk about it...
yeah I wish that were the case...
anyways..things at home are good...getting along with the brother for the most part...doing the whole family time thing...he's getting me a mini ipod for my birthday..woo hoo..we go on vacation soon...I can't' wait...but anyways i'm exaughsted...night night
so i realized today...that the two really good friends I have right now...are all I could ever ask for...
Son not wanting to tell me something because you didnt want me to get mad...meant a lot...but telling me when I asked for the honest truth, that meant more...knowing that you go out of your way to include me...and letting me tag along...even tho sometimes I royally suck at life..and am a complete piss pot...and not getting mad at me for leaving..or even when I made more of the situation than there was...You've grown up so much...I can't even begin to tell you how much that means...I'm really sorry for being so shitty friday..your friendship means a lot to me...thank you for always being there...I can always count on you to listen...thank you for being there..
Walt Disney called...(he loves you)
Angie you are amazing...you know me so well...amazing...so just wow...you read me like an open book..and its awesome...no wonder you are the one that tells me to either suck it up and deal..or dwell for a little while longer...You going away in the fall will be different...but I shall survive..and you come back..everything should be set..and just wow..Wow could ask for someone better to tell it like it is...and not be afraid to tell me the truth..or the other side and help me understand..Thank you so much..
so needless today..i was pretty shitty to others this weekend when it was because of other things...I guess I now know who my true friends are..its okay to get upset and dwell but how long can that really go on??or last??? I know I'm sick of it already...and being so childish to not going and fixing things is so hard...but I don't know if I was wrong..honestly I don't know...but I will never know if you don't tell me..so how bout we cut the crap..and talk about it...
yeah I wish that were the case...
anyways..things at home are good...getting along with the brother for the most part...doing the whole family time thing...he's getting me a mini ipod for my birthday..woo hoo..we go on vacation soon...I can't' wait...but anyways i'm exaughsted...night night