If only you knew
Title: If only you knew
Pairing: HanHae
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance, fluff
Summary: If only both of them knew... (Urgh! I hate writing summaries!)
A/N: MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! ^^ May you have a blessed one. Enjoy! =)
“This is for you.”
Donghae turned about to find earnest eyes boring into his. In the quiet studio after his members practiced their routines, everyone has gone back to the dorm, which left him all alone doing the packing up since he lost the bet Heechul initiated. He couldn’t even remember what it was about, but it was definitely something silly and surprisingly, despite being so, everyone actually went along with it.
“Hyung?”
Donghae looked down at the item Hangeng had in his hand which was held out to him.
“Chocolates.”
Hangeng smiled widely and pushed the exquisite box to Donghae.
“H-Huh?” Donghae had his eyes wide as he took over the sweet treat.
“It’s Christmas tomorrow. So, this is for you.” Hangeng smiled wider, his eyes wrinkling at the corners and Donghae felt himself drawn into the mesmerising depths.
“T-Thanks hyung,” Donghae blinked, “Oh, but I haven’t got anything for you.”
“It’s all right. Here, let me help you and then we can go back to the dorm.” Hangeng offered as he took over the broom from Donghae’s hand and began sweeping the glossy surface of the floor.
Donghae grinned before focusing at the task at hand. Thank you hyung.
***
“Kiss me Hae.”
Donghae jerked his head up from the PSP he ‘borrowed’ from Kyuhyun to find his hyung staring at him through watery eyes. He must have given a look that screamed ‘are you insane’ judging from the other’s reaction, but come on, who wouldn’t at that sudden statement.
“What?”
Hangeng felt his chin wobble at the obvious reluctance in Donghae’s voice. He sniffled a bit and blinked. “K- K-Kiss me?”
When Donghae just stared as if he was asking for his life, Hangeng felt like digging a hole so that he could bury his head in shame. He had gathered much courage to finally be able to ask that from him after much persuasion and ‘lessons’ from Heechul, and he’d been quite confident before.
“Hyung...” Donghae trailed off, not knowing how to react. Why was Hangeng asking for him to kiss him out of the blue?
“Ahh,” Hangeng let out a forced laugh. “It’s all right. I-I uh, j-just ignore me. I guess I drank a little too much.” The atmosphere was getting awkward. “Aish, Heechul made me drink too much.” Hangeng continued mumbling to himself as he made unsure footwork out of Donghae’s room.
Donghae sat stunned for a moment. He worried his lower lip, and held a hand to where his heart beats. He was sure it was racing just a few heartbeats ago.
***
“So how was it?”
“Need you even ask?”
“Omo, failed attempt? How is that possible when the great Heedictator becomes your great advisor? What did you tell him?”
“I told him to kiss me- Urgh! What was that for?”
“You idiot! You don’t confess to someone like that. You tell them, ‘I like you’, not… Kiss me.”
“How would I know- Urgh, Heechul, will you stop smacking my head with your bun?!”
“I’ll do so when you start acting smart!”
“Not like I could help it-Urgh! Heechul ah!”
“Seriously, how much more dense can you be!”
***
“Merry Christmas!”
A chorus of cheers rang through Super Junior’s dorm as the boys gathered for celebration. Everyone was happy because it was a festive occasion and they finally get to spend the night together.
“I want the biggest share of turkey!” Shindong exclaimed as his eyes followed the movement of the sharp knife Leeteuk was holding as he sliced up the turkey that was their dinner.
“Patience, Shindong.” Their leader chuckled and dragged his tone like how every mother normally would. He then transferred a generous amount of meat onto a plate and handed it to Shindong.
“Yeehah!” Shindong pranced off onto the couch where the others were gathered and started devouring his portion. “Mm, this is good.” A huge smile was plastered to his face.
“Donghae, come get your share. Why are you sitting there staring into space?”
Leeteuk spotted the brunette seated hugging his knees to his chest in a corner of the room zoning out. He wonders what was wrong with the young man for he was seldom like that, especially not on such a happy occasion.
“Yeah, coming hyung.” Donghae pulled himself back from his thoughts of Hangeng and the previous night, and got up to take his share of turkey from Leeteuk.
“Ah! Hannie, gimme that drumstick, will you? Pretty please?”
The slightly high pitched remark got Donghae’s attention. He turned and frowned immediately as the sight greeted him. Heechul was leaning onto Hangeng’s arm with his head on his shoulder as he did his trick to get the drumstick from him.
Donghae pouted when Hangeng just chuckled and said, “Here you go.”
Leeteuk raised his brows as he played audience to the dramatic play unfolding beneath his nose. He laughed inwardly in amusement. Kim Heechul, you’re really good at this.
***
“Kiss me hyung.”
Hangeng whirled about from his closet just as he was preparing for his shower with clean clothes in his hands. The statement that came to him was familiar and he swears he could feel his heart hammering his ribs from the impact of the simple words.
“W-What?”
“Kiss me.”
Donghae’s jaw was tensed which made him look a little too fierce for one to like, and his eyes were set in determination as he moved forward, cornering Hangeng into his closet. He caged him in with both his arms at either side of his head and leaned forward.
“Donghae-“
Hangeng’s words were cut off as lips brutally met his. He whimpered at the force and had his eyes wide opened in shock. His gaze met Donghae’s unrelenting one and he felt himself shudder at the possessiveness he saw there.
Donghae shut his eyes and pressed his lips even more forcefully onto Hangeng’s as if they weren’t close enough, when he already had his body flushed up against his. He licked boldly at the seam of Hangeng’s lips, earning a soft moan from the other.
Taking advantage, Donghae slid his tongue into the hot cavern of Hangeng’s mouth and explored. His hands coming to rest on his chest before sliding up to cradle the part where his ear met his jaw.
Hangeng moaned, his clothes still clutched tightly in his hands in a death grip, coming alive as they dropped them and around to grip Donghae at the hips. He wasn’t sure whether he meant to push him away, or to pull him closer.
Donghae nipped Hangeng’s bottom lip playfully, tongue licking tentatively to soothe the gentle bruise, that was when Hangeng felt himself losing control.
“Wait,” Hangeng used the last of his thinning control to push Donghae away. “What’s this about?” His breathing was ragged and Donghae’s was no better off.
“…”
“You asked me to kiss you last night hyung.”
“Well, yeah, but-“
“I like you.”
Hangeng felt his heart lurch at the confession. Adrenaline rushed through his body and he knew better it had little to do with the short make out session they just had. It amazed him how simple words like those can make him feel this way.
Donghae saw the emotions play through Hangeng’s face. He held his breath in anticipation for what was about to come. That was when Hangeng suddenly dropped his head, his hair coming down to cover his eyes, shielding from Donghae any forms of emotion. However, even with that, he didn’t miss the blush that tinted his hyung’s cheeks.
“I-I like you too.”
Donghae felt the corners of his mouth lift, spreading his lips wide. “Really?!”
Hangeng lowered his head even more. “Uh-huh. I-I wanted to confess last night, but-“
“You said to kiss you, so that was confessing?” Donghae drew back in surprise.
Hangeng let out an awkward laugh and scratched his head. He blew out a breath before braving to look Donghae in the eyes. “I really like you Donghae. Do we… is it possible if there’s more than friendship between us?”
Donghae set his teeth in a huge grin and lunged for Hangeng. He clung to him with all four limbs and drew back to look down at him.
“Let the snowflakes outside be our pledge of love then.”
Both men let out a hearty laugh in agreement. Donghae smiled when it ended and let his lips connect with Hangeng’s once more in a passionate kiss. This time, a more thorough one. Unspoken promises sealed up as the kiss ended, leaving both men panting for breath. Their foreheads met and Donghae brushed his nose lightly over Hangeng’s.
Spend the rest of your Christmases with me.
***
Heechul smirked as he peeped through the keyhole at the two new lovebirds. Thank me next time, Hangeng. But good luck, this new boyfriend of yours, is one jealous fish.
END--
Pairing: HanHae
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance, fluff
Summary: If only both of them knew... (Urgh! I hate writing summaries!)
A/N: MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! ^^ May you have a blessed one. Enjoy! =)
“This is for you.”
Donghae turned about to find earnest eyes boring into his. In the quiet studio after his members practiced their routines, everyone has gone back to the dorm, which left him all alone doing the packing up since he lost the bet Heechul initiated. He couldn’t even remember what it was about, but it was definitely something silly and surprisingly, despite being so, everyone actually went along with it.
“Hyung?”
Donghae looked down at the item Hangeng had in his hand which was held out to him.
“Chocolates.”
Hangeng smiled widely and pushed the exquisite box to Donghae.
“H-Huh?” Donghae had his eyes wide as he took over the sweet treat.
“It’s Christmas tomorrow. So, this is for you.” Hangeng smiled wider, his eyes wrinkling at the corners and Donghae felt himself drawn into the mesmerising depths.
“T-Thanks hyung,” Donghae blinked, “Oh, but I haven’t got anything for you.”
“It’s all right. Here, let me help you and then we can go back to the dorm.” Hangeng offered as he took over the broom from Donghae’s hand and began sweeping the glossy surface of the floor.
Donghae grinned before focusing at the task at hand. Thank you hyung.
***
“Kiss me Hae.”
Donghae jerked his head up from the PSP he ‘borrowed’ from Kyuhyun to find his hyung staring at him through watery eyes. He must have given a look that screamed ‘are you insane’ judging from the other’s reaction, but come on, who wouldn’t at that sudden statement.
“What?”
Hangeng felt his chin wobble at the obvious reluctance in Donghae’s voice. He sniffled a bit and blinked. “K- K-Kiss me?”
When Donghae just stared as if he was asking for his life, Hangeng felt like digging a hole so that he could bury his head in shame. He had gathered much courage to finally be able to ask that from him after much persuasion and ‘lessons’ from Heechul, and he’d been quite confident before.
“Hyung...” Donghae trailed off, not knowing how to react. Why was Hangeng asking for him to kiss him out of the blue?
“Ahh,” Hangeng let out a forced laugh. “It’s all right. I-I uh, j-just ignore me. I guess I drank a little too much.” The atmosphere was getting awkward. “Aish, Heechul made me drink too much.” Hangeng continued mumbling to himself as he made unsure footwork out of Donghae’s room.
Donghae sat stunned for a moment. He worried his lower lip, and held a hand to where his heart beats. He was sure it was racing just a few heartbeats ago.
***
“So how was it?”
“Need you even ask?”
“Omo, failed attempt? How is that possible when the great Heedictator becomes your great advisor? What did you tell him?”
“I told him to kiss me- Urgh! What was that for?”
“You idiot! You don’t confess to someone like that. You tell them, ‘I like you’, not… Kiss me.”
“How would I know- Urgh, Heechul, will you stop smacking my head with your bun?!”
“I’ll do so when you start acting smart!”
“Not like I could help it-Urgh! Heechul ah!”
“Seriously, how much more dense can you be!”
***
“Merry Christmas!”
A chorus of cheers rang through Super Junior’s dorm as the boys gathered for celebration. Everyone was happy because it was a festive occasion and they finally get to spend the night together.
“I want the biggest share of turkey!” Shindong exclaimed as his eyes followed the movement of the sharp knife Leeteuk was holding as he sliced up the turkey that was their dinner.
“Patience, Shindong.” Their leader chuckled and dragged his tone like how every mother normally would. He then transferred a generous amount of meat onto a plate and handed it to Shindong.
“Yeehah!” Shindong pranced off onto the couch where the others were gathered and started devouring his portion. “Mm, this is good.” A huge smile was plastered to his face.
“Donghae, come get your share. Why are you sitting there staring into space?”
Leeteuk spotted the brunette seated hugging his knees to his chest in a corner of the room zoning out. He wonders what was wrong with the young man for he was seldom like that, especially not on such a happy occasion.
“Yeah, coming hyung.” Donghae pulled himself back from his thoughts of Hangeng and the previous night, and got up to take his share of turkey from Leeteuk.
“Ah! Hannie, gimme that drumstick, will you? Pretty please?”
The slightly high pitched remark got Donghae’s attention. He turned and frowned immediately as the sight greeted him. Heechul was leaning onto Hangeng’s arm with his head on his shoulder as he did his trick to get the drumstick from him.
Donghae pouted when Hangeng just chuckled and said, “Here you go.”
Leeteuk raised his brows as he played audience to the dramatic play unfolding beneath his nose. He laughed inwardly in amusement. Kim Heechul, you’re really good at this.
***
“Kiss me hyung.”
Hangeng whirled about from his closet just as he was preparing for his shower with clean clothes in his hands. The statement that came to him was familiar and he swears he could feel his heart hammering his ribs from the impact of the simple words.
“W-What?”
“Kiss me.”
Donghae’s jaw was tensed which made him look a little too fierce for one to like, and his eyes were set in determination as he moved forward, cornering Hangeng into his closet. He caged him in with both his arms at either side of his head and leaned forward.
“Donghae-“
Hangeng’s words were cut off as lips brutally met his. He whimpered at the force and had his eyes wide opened in shock. His gaze met Donghae’s unrelenting one and he felt himself shudder at the possessiveness he saw there.
Donghae shut his eyes and pressed his lips even more forcefully onto Hangeng’s as if they weren’t close enough, when he already had his body flushed up against his. He licked boldly at the seam of Hangeng’s lips, earning a soft moan from the other.
Taking advantage, Donghae slid his tongue into the hot cavern of Hangeng’s mouth and explored. His hands coming to rest on his chest before sliding up to cradle the part where his ear met his jaw.
Hangeng moaned, his clothes still clutched tightly in his hands in a death grip, coming alive as they dropped them and around to grip Donghae at the hips. He wasn’t sure whether he meant to push him away, or to pull him closer.
Donghae nipped Hangeng’s bottom lip playfully, tongue licking tentatively to soothe the gentle bruise, that was when Hangeng felt himself losing control.
“Wait,” Hangeng used the last of his thinning control to push Donghae away. “What’s this about?” His breathing was ragged and Donghae’s was no better off.
“…”
“You asked me to kiss you last night hyung.”
“Well, yeah, but-“
“I like you.”
Hangeng felt his heart lurch at the confession. Adrenaline rushed through his body and he knew better it had little to do with the short make out session they just had. It amazed him how simple words like those can make him feel this way.
Donghae saw the emotions play through Hangeng’s face. He held his breath in anticipation for what was about to come. That was when Hangeng suddenly dropped his head, his hair coming down to cover his eyes, shielding from Donghae any forms of emotion. However, even with that, he didn’t miss the blush that tinted his hyung’s cheeks.
“I-I like you too.”
Donghae felt the corners of his mouth lift, spreading his lips wide. “Really?!”
Hangeng lowered his head even more. “Uh-huh. I-I wanted to confess last night, but-“
“You said to kiss you, so that was confessing?” Donghae drew back in surprise.
Hangeng let out an awkward laugh and scratched his head. He blew out a breath before braving to look Donghae in the eyes. “I really like you Donghae. Do we… is it possible if there’s more than friendship between us?”
Donghae set his teeth in a huge grin and lunged for Hangeng. He clung to him with all four limbs and drew back to look down at him.
“Let the snowflakes outside be our pledge of love then.”
Both men let out a hearty laugh in agreement. Donghae smiled when it ended and let his lips connect with Hangeng’s once more in a passionate kiss. This time, a more thorough one. Unspoken promises sealed up as the kiss ended, leaving both men panting for breath. Their foreheads met and Donghae brushed his nose lightly over Hangeng’s.
Spend the rest of your Christmases with me.
***
Heechul smirked as he peeped through the keyhole at the two new lovebirds. Thank me next time, Hangeng. But good luck, this new boyfriend of yours, is one jealous fish.
END--