just the juicy stuff...
So I went to PA and saw the fam and all that good stuff. But I know you guys don't really care about that anyway. What you might be interested in is the guy stuff, so here it is.
This guy Teo from Vista basically asked me out. Actually we made a bet and I won, so he had to take me out to lunch as payment. (yes, lame scam, but hey, I got to go on a date, and he's hot so it works for me) Anyway, the next week we exchanged numbers and planned to go for dinner Saturday night. Well, we had two pre-date dates and that was enough for me. On Thurs we went to the beach after getting ice cream and that was fun we walked and sat at a lifegaurd tower and talked. He was a gentleman and even said that he doesn't kiss on the first date. I kinda felt like that was a line, but whatever. Then we ended up on the couch somehow and I was right, he does kiss on the first date. It was nice, but I felt really kinda weird. To be honest, I thought a little about Danny, and I know that's NOT what is suposed to happen. But it could have been because Morgan told me everything is okay as long as I don't think about him, so I might have psyched myself out. Who knows? Anyway, he was all cuddly and boyfriend-y which is usually exactly how I like it. But I am NOT looking for anything serious and it felt a little weird to be that close that soon. I mean I did find out more about him as we were talking on the beach, but I still don't know him very well.
So I talked with Morgan the next day about it, and I came to the thought that it might have been more the journey than the destination. Which is horrible to admit, but possibly true as well. I mean it is a huge step for me to be dating (and kissing) but I might not be as ready for it as I thought I was. Anyway, so Friday Teo and I go to the movies and it's the same way. Cuddley and cute, but that's scary to me. I do not want a boyfriend and I think he might be getting the wrong idea (espoecially sunce the date he has planned for Saturday is a massage...totally nice but WAY too much for the first (or thrid) date!!!). so we talked fri night about hte fact that I am going to school and that he doesnt want to do a long distance (and i hope i made it clear that i dont want to either) but i didnt feel too concluded yet. i mean he kept saying stuff like "couldn't yuou stand here forever" and "is it okay if I spend the night when your parents are out of town?". heck no its not okay!!!
so i go to the beach with shannon and talk about everything, and I consult with mean too. so when he calls for the date yesterday i break it to him that we ar ein different places and that he wants more than i am ready to give. i dont want a boyfriend, he was too close, and blah blah blah. i tried to make him feel better by saying that i know a list of counselors from camp who think he is hot and to call them up, but he said he didnt want to date anyone else from camp. he asked me in a last ditch effor to go with him just tonight, but i thought it better not to. so the date that i was so excited about for two weeks ended without even happening. the weirdest part of allis that i like having a bf and attention and all that, but not now. hmm, obvioulsy teo just isnt the one for me.
so who is, another counselor...? hope not, he's only 17 after all. (JK)
This guy Teo from Vista basically asked me out. Actually we made a bet and I won, so he had to take me out to lunch as payment. (yes, lame scam, but hey, I got to go on a date, and he's hot so it works for me) Anyway, the next week we exchanged numbers and planned to go for dinner Saturday night. Well, we had two pre-date dates and that was enough for me. On Thurs we went to the beach after getting ice cream and that was fun we walked and sat at a lifegaurd tower and talked. He was a gentleman and even said that he doesn't kiss on the first date. I kinda felt like that was a line, but whatever. Then we ended up on the couch somehow and I was right, he does kiss on the first date. It was nice, but I felt really kinda weird. To be honest, I thought a little about Danny, and I know that's NOT what is suposed to happen. But it could have been because Morgan told me everything is okay as long as I don't think about him, so I might have psyched myself out. Who knows? Anyway, he was all cuddly and boyfriend-y which is usually exactly how I like it. But I am NOT looking for anything serious and it felt a little weird to be that close that soon. I mean I did find out more about him as we were talking on the beach, but I still don't know him very well.
So I talked with Morgan the next day about it, and I came to the thought that it might have been more the journey than the destination. Which is horrible to admit, but possibly true as well. I mean it is a huge step for me to be dating (and kissing) but I might not be as ready for it as I thought I was. Anyway, so Friday Teo and I go to the movies and it's the same way. Cuddley and cute, but that's scary to me. I do not want a boyfriend and I think he might be getting the wrong idea (espoecially sunce the date he has planned for Saturday is a massage...totally nice but WAY too much for the first (or thrid) date!!!). so we talked fri night about hte fact that I am going to school and that he doesnt want to do a long distance (and i hope i made it clear that i dont want to either) but i didnt feel too concluded yet. i mean he kept saying stuff like "couldn't yuou stand here forever" and "is it okay if I spend the night when your parents are out of town?". heck no its not okay!!!
so i go to the beach with shannon and talk about everything, and I consult with mean too. so when he calls for the date yesterday i break it to him that we ar ein different places and that he wants more than i am ready to give. i dont want a boyfriend, he was too close, and blah blah blah. i tried to make him feel better by saying that i know a list of counselors from camp who think he is hot and to call them up, but he said he didnt want to date anyone else from camp. he asked me in a last ditch effor to go with him just tonight, but i thought it better not to. so the date that i was so excited about for two weeks ended without even happening. the weirdest part of allis that i like having a bf and attention and all that, but not now. hmm, obvioulsy teo just isnt the one for me.
so who is, another counselor...? hope not, he's only 17 after all. (JK)