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so no im not going to go out fucking dancing tonight- even tho half of our baseball team will be there and we all know NO one can turn that down.
and no im not going to mess around with the boy-person
Im sorry but useless calories form liquor are just not an option these next four weeks.
and I slipped and had a beer on wensday
In fact I don't want to go out until ive been working out more.
This week I went every day and did some major restriction. Except for Tuesday because I took a box of laxatives, lord knows why. I paid for it deeply by being completely out of commission for a day. Stupid ass me.
So because I am so wise beyond my years I took another um 6 pills -two hrs ago.
Im so sick of people trying to talk to me. After ten minuted of forced conversation thi sidiot asked me what I did for fun. So I said "I lik eto go to the gym and ride the train" Heheheh the dum ass couldn't go anywhere with that.
Next time Im going to say " I lik eto collect Troll Dolls and act out major historical battle's with them"
Or I could be truly honest(and scary) and say " like to eat lost of food then puke it up . .and when Im not doing that I like to obesess about eating or not eating food and the different ways I can yack it up"
- but that wouild be going like Defcon fucking two on someone. Ill keep with simply going ape shit.
"take my hand . . .like while you can"
but I won't . . .and I'm not
and no im not going to mess around with the boy-person
Im sorry but useless calories form liquor are just not an option these next four weeks.
and I slipped and had a beer on wensday
In fact I don't want to go out until ive been working out more.
This week I went every day and did some major restriction. Except for Tuesday because I took a box of laxatives, lord knows why. I paid for it deeply by being completely out of commission for a day. Stupid ass me.
So because I am so wise beyond my years I took another um 6 pills -two hrs ago.
Im so sick of people trying to talk to me. After ten minuted of forced conversation thi sidiot asked me what I did for fun. So I said "I lik eto go to the gym and ride the train" Heheheh the dum ass couldn't go anywhere with that.
Next time Im going to say " I lik eto collect Troll Dolls and act out major historical battle's with them"
Or I could be truly honest(and scary) and say " like to eat lost of food then puke it up . .and when Im not doing that I like to obesess about eating or not eating food and the different ways I can yack it up"
- but that wouild be going like Defcon fucking two on someone. Ill keep with simply going ape shit.
"take my hand . . .like while you can"
but I won't . . .and I'm not