giving up ...
i realized that no matter wat he says to me or how badly i dont wanna be over him and how badly i want to hold on hopeing that one day itll go back ...i cant ne more ..he'll always have a place in my heart n he'll always b my first choice which basically means he has way too much control ..that scares me .. but this is it im done
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Save your breath this time around
You're too beautiful and it's late
There's nothing left to say
I've wasted all this time on you
On you It's all the same, we all make mistakes
And if you didn't notice, I'm taking this for all its worth.........And every time I think of [her] it makes me sick
And I don't wanna know just what happened then......
You didn't have a clue You sold me out
What'd you think about when you were telling all your friends
about how your lips were pressed against[hers]tightly
AND I HOPE YOU HAD YOUR EYEEZZZ CLOOOSEEDDDDD.....
just b happy with watever u do ... ill b fine
on another note ! no effin school today which means no all stars whuch means no practice before competition and more importantly no chelseaaa i need her shes my bff and i love her to death ( even if shes alil to mean for my sake sumtimes!) .... ya so ill prob have practice tomorrow night : ( o well ill still party !!!!! maybe at chels's maybe at nemo's ... maybe if i can effin get outta my house !!!!
ya my leg is also in deep spazum lol ..just thought id let u no !
mwahz xoxox
~~~~~~~~~
Save your breath this time around
You're too beautiful and it's late
There's nothing left to say
I've wasted all this time on you
On you It's all the same, we all make mistakes
And if you didn't notice, I'm taking this for all its worth.........And every time I think of [her] it makes me sick
And I don't wanna know just what happened then......
You didn't have a clue You sold me out
What'd you think about when you were telling all your friends
about how your lips were pressed against[hers]tightly
AND I HOPE YOU HAD YOUR EYEEZZZ CLOOOSEEDDDDD.....
just b happy with watever u do ... ill b fine
on another note ! no effin school today which means no all stars whuch means no practice before competition and more importantly no chelseaaa i need her shes my bff and i love her to death ( even if shes alil to mean for my sake sumtimes!) .... ya so ill prob have practice tomorrow night : ( o well ill still party !!!!! maybe at chels's maybe at nemo's ... maybe if i can effin get outta my house !!!!
ya my leg is also in deep spazum lol ..just thought id let u no !
mwahz xoxox