:'(
Suzie is gone, I am so sad! Well technically she's still in FL til tomorrow morning, but tonight is the last night I will see her :'(! We both cried ... really bad! We promised each other that we weren't gonna go 3 years w/o seeing each other again. Next time I'm goin to stay wit her .. WOO HOO!
I had work today, it wasn't tht bad actually. Rapheal and his girlfriend broke up (so sad, but he's so hott, we were flirting) But we always do .. soI can't think anymore of it. Malcom is having a guys night tonight .. POKER? I nevre understood how it was so bonding for males? Billy-Dale and them had a poker night every friday night .. and I was just like c'mon it's pointless, would you rather get ass from your girl or play poker with the guys? Unless there are other girls there that you are getting ass from? I sure hope not. I hope Malcom is fucking around? Even though we're not technically going out as in 'boyfriend/girlfriend' We're 'dating' (i guess) so he shouldn't be fucking around because I'm not .. Right!? Right! I'm gonna get up enough balls to talk to him about it eventually. Because I mean Alex calls me (malcom's) girlfriend. . he's like dude..your girlfriend needs jesus (insider) so I mean? What the hell? Grrr..guys just have to confuse me so.
Sean decides that we can still be friends, just not as close. So I'm like WTF is your problem? You're sposed to be there for me, but when things get a little tough for you you back off. What the hell, I stuck with him through wrecks when he had been smokin (altho it hadn't 'done anything' to him, it doesn't anymore) and worryin all night a/b how he was cuz he was out doin stupid shit with his stupid friends that I have grown to love b/c they're all so GREAT! But idk .. i'll let hmi be that way, it's fine .. I'LL GET OVER IT (sound familiar--sean) yea oh well!
Tomorrow I don't have to work..so Malcom said we would DEF. see each other tomorrow, but never gives me a 'roundabout' time .. i mean am i sposed to sit home all day. Even though that's what I usually do, cuz i just wanna sleep! lol. Cuz Malcom usually just drops in..but it's fine. Whatever works.
But yea..my cell phone bill is SO confusing .. they always throw in hidden charges, i'm gonna go talk to the dude next week and see why i'm gettin charged an extra 10 bucks! i mmean they already throw in so many damn taxes, it's ridiclous. I'm supposed to only pay $45.99 a month (and that's with discount) but it ends up bein about 70! grr!
But i'm gettin cold and really tired .. and my ears and throat/neck hurt. So I think I might go to bed! I'll talk atch yons later!
~* aDiOs *~
I had work today, it wasn't tht bad actually. Rapheal and his girlfriend broke up (so sad, but he's so hott, we were flirting) But we always do .. soI can't think anymore of it. Malcom is having a guys night tonight .. POKER? I nevre understood how it was so bonding for males? Billy-Dale and them had a poker night every friday night .. and I was just like c'mon it's pointless, would you rather get ass from your girl or play poker with the guys? Unless there are other girls there that you are getting ass from? I sure hope not. I hope Malcom is fucking around? Even though we're not technically going out as in 'boyfriend/girlfriend' We're 'dating' (i guess) so he shouldn't be fucking around because I'm not .. Right!? Right! I'm gonna get up enough balls to talk to him about it eventually. Because I mean Alex calls me (malcom's) girlfriend. . he's like dude..your girlfriend needs jesus (insider) so I mean? What the hell? Grrr..guys just have to confuse me so.
Sean decides that we can still be friends, just not as close. So I'm like WTF is your problem? You're sposed to be there for me, but when things get a little tough for you you back off. What the hell, I stuck with him through wrecks when he had been smokin (altho it hadn't 'done anything' to him, it doesn't anymore) and worryin all night a/b how he was cuz he was out doin stupid shit with his stupid friends that I have grown to love b/c they're all so GREAT! But idk .. i'll let hmi be that way, it's fine .. I'LL GET OVER IT (sound familiar--sean) yea oh well!
Tomorrow I don't have to work..so Malcom said we would DEF. see each other tomorrow, but never gives me a 'roundabout' time .. i mean am i sposed to sit home all day. Even though that's what I usually do, cuz i just wanna sleep! lol. Cuz Malcom usually just drops in..but it's fine. Whatever works.
But yea..my cell phone bill is SO confusing .. they always throw in hidden charges, i'm gonna go talk to the dude next week and see why i'm gettin charged an extra 10 bucks! i mmean they already throw in so many damn taxes, it's ridiclous. I'm supposed to only pay $45.99 a month (and that's with discount) but it ends up bein about 70! grr!
But i'm gettin cold and really tired .. and my ears and throat/neck hurt. So I think I might go to bed! I'll talk atch yons later!
~* aDiOs *~