Looking Down from Up here.

[sumjer_koff_lee]

I cant believe how much I can be affected by this. I thought I would be okay with a couple hours. but the more I sit here and have it soak in it just makes me feel faint. I feel like Ive been dropped out of a car on the freeway. ARGH. Im not a sissy. well maybe I am. but bottom line is. I am not okay. But I will be. and I will continue to make this friendship work. meh. I have to go back to Idaho. You got me through the days. and You will still. I just dont see how it had to come to this. I will feel better later I promise. but for now. Im going to be a little bit heart broken. Maybe I asked for it. I made too much of this already. Im outta here.

-Lee XRCSEX