What did I tell you?
Sorry if I did something wrong and if you think I am acting wierd...it's not my fault that sometimes I worry about what other people think if me and it's not funny either...It's not my fault if I try to hard...and it might just be because I never have anything to try for...I can never ever be cool enough and a good enough friend to have people genuinly care about me...we never have "good" times there all just sucky because I don't know how to have fun...I am so alone in life and when everything seems to be getting better it all just crashes down...so know it's time to start preparing for everyone to just stop caring all over again and me having to sit there and live with it till the good starts to happen again! I can't seem to make someone happy enough to call me or tell me that they care and not make me fell bad...
I like my friend and nothing will ever happen and it makes me soo sad because I've wanted it for 7 years and I so genuinly care about this person and they don't even know it and it hurts to see them care about other people and only if it did happen I wonder if I would get hurt and it is a constant battle between us cuz we can't tell the other person how we really feel and if we do we both take it jokingly and i don't want to joke anymore...I love him and I just can't take him not knowing anymore...
I LOVE YOU AND YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IT!
Sorry if you are a hipocrite and just say what you mean to me and thendo another...I hate when you do that and I haven't known you long but know I fell that we won't ever be what I thought we could be...
Yeah I guess I wasn't FORGOTTEN about maybe that's just cuz you really never wanted me there in the first place and was just lying about what you told me...
Austin: YOU NEED TO GROW THE F UP!!! stop acting some way you don't want to act...
By the way, I talked to Cesar and it didn't go well at all...I don't miss him but I didn't want it to happen this way...Amor, no es amor (if this ain't love) ohh I love the way you freak it like that (it's an obsession) that's my favortie song and I don't know if I will ever move on because I love someone else and I hope they don't do me like you did...(I MISS YOUR KISSES)!!!
Comptition is this weekend and I am excited but we suck really bad...
GONNA GO TO DANCE AND TAN!!!
♥I have nothing to live for except you♥
I like my friend and nothing will ever happen and it makes me soo sad because I've wanted it for 7 years and I so genuinly care about this person and they don't even know it and it hurts to see them care about other people and only if it did happen I wonder if I would get hurt and it is a constant battle between us cuz we can't tell the other person how we really feel and if we do we both take it jokingly and i don't want to joke anymore...I love him and I just can't take him not knowing anymore...
I LOVE YOU AND YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IT!
Sorry if you are a hipocrite and just say what you mean to me and thendo another...I hate when you do that and I haven't known you long but know I fell that we won't ever be what I thought we could be...
Yeah I guess I wasn't FORGOTTEN about maybe that's just cuz you really never wanted me there in the first place and was just lying about what you told me...
Austin: YOU NEED TO GROW THE F UP!!! stop acting some way you don't want to act...
By the way, I talked to Cesar and it didn't go well at all...I don't miss him but I didn't want it to happen this way...Amor, no es amor (if this ain't love) ohh I love the way you freak it like that (it's an obsession) that's my favortie song and I don't know if I will ever move on because I love someone else and I hope they don't do me like you did...(I MISS YOUR KISSES)!!!
Comptition is this weekend and I am excited but we suck really bad...
GONNA GO TO DANCE AND TAN!!!
♥I have nothing to live for except you♥