Friends!

[sumilyn]

Friends~ What exactly are they? Aren't they people you can confide in with all of your most secret secrets? Aren't they people that are faithful and true? Aren't they people who are there for you every step you take even if they know its not the best choice you could make but they let you live and learn and not try to live your life for you? Don't they make you smile when your down? Even when they make their selves look like a complete idiot? They never talk behind your back right?? or do they?? maybe your friends are just the ones that never get caught cause they actually have a "friend" that won't tell other people about stuff they tell them. . . .Maybe Friends are just people who are there that you talk to. . . that you don't hang out with much? How can you tell your real friends from the phonies without gettin hurt in the process. . . I wish I knew! Sometimes I wonder if I have a true friend in the world? Maybe no one has a 'True' Friend. . . . maybe everyone is fake? I'm not ! Cause I don't talk behind my friends back and I don't tell their secrets, or get up on their boyfriends, or try to break them up because I think the guy is hot, or ditch them last minute to hang out with someone who sounds like would be more fun then the other person. . . . .Friends!! UGH! Can't live with MOST of them but can't live without any at all !! I wish I could find my TWIN !! The person God made especially to be MY best friend !!

Or does that even exist?? :/