and with my lips curled a little downward i can say the last couple of months have been quite difficult. they have also been magical and at times i have wanted to share things but savored them for myself instead.
i am:
- laughing alot
- crying too
- doing poly
- catching up with some people
- missing others
- doing really hard grown up stuff
- every now and then doing nothing at all
- involved with someone new
- working on changes with someone else
- not exercising hardly one bit
- losing a little weight anyhow (shrugs)
- feeling mostly very pretty
- working hard
- playing harder
- loving and being loved
- parenting me girls through it all
- giving in and letting people help me too
- listening to great music
- going on adventures
- planning a special adventure
- smiling
- laughing til my sides hurt
- getting beat til my sides hurt
- enjoying new experiences
- remembering old experiences
Was in Seattle this past weekend. First time at the Spot. Bottomed and had a fantastic time. Looking forward to going back soon. I am thinking about and loving many of you. In my heart. On my mind. Thank you.