Hmm

Oct 25, 2005 22:31

So I turned down a free trip to NY yesterday. I guess the main reason I did is because I don't want to go back to NY so soon after moving down here... My mom ended up flying up there anyway, and my sister had her baby. A girl, as was predicted. I still can't get over the fact that my sister is married and now a mother. So strange. Also strange: to fly from Kansas City to Rochester at the last minute cost about $400, to fly from Kansas City to Binghamton (where my sister is) would of cost almost $1,000. Why there was such a huge different beats me.

I told my mom I didn't want to go to NY because I need to find a job soon. A valid reason, but I haven't done much to accomplish that job so it was more of an excuse than anything else. I'm getting bored of playing video games and watching TV/movies, I may go back to writing. I haven't wrote anything real for over a year (I don't consider the few "I hate the non-existent god for killing my boyfriend" poems I scribbled down writing). I have two ideas for stories floating around my mind, one I came up with like eight years ago but never did much of anything with, the other I started writing before I moved from NY. Both have some possibility, but I don't want to jump right back in, so I think I'll just start with some brainstorming (yes I'm pretty sure this is a boring topic). I really need to work on my fiction writing anyway, my non-fiction is amazing, my poems fairly good, but my fiction lacks something. Ironically, my sister is the opposite. All she writes is fiction. She's been working on one book forever, she wanted me to edit it but hasn't sent me a copy (which is good because it's at least 300 pages long, ugh).

My kitten, Tigerlily, was the runt of the litter. I've had a few kittens die in the past because of genetic disorders, so I'm paranoid that something may be wrong with her. What adds to my worry is that the other cats seem to treat her differently. They play and lick Midnight, my mom's kitten, but hiss at Tigerlily. Animals tend to outcast those who aren't healthy so I'm a little worried about it... I'm probably just being paranoid.

I watched Unbreakable tonight, I love the director (who's name I will never be able to spell offhand). It makes me think though, wish that there was good vs evil, something more exciting than the mundane lives we all lead. After that I watched "Who's Line is it Anyway?". I love that show. I got on my computer when it was over and left the TV on. So now in the background is the 700 club or whatever that religious show is. It saddens me that such shows are on TV. Not even going into my own atheism, what ever happened to the sanctity of religion? Bah.

Yes, this was a rambling entry and probably didn't make much sense. :X
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