~*Wow*~
Okay...
So Im Not Gunna Lie,
N Stop Pretending Lyke Im Strong...
These Past 5 Days Have Been Sum Of The Hardest I've Ever Encounterd*
Today Was The Funeral...
Probably The Hardest Day*
It Was Unbelievebly Sad*
Seeing Just A Little Baby In Like A 3 Foot Casket Is The Worst Feeling In The World*
I Couldn't Sleep Last Night Knowing That I Would Wake Up To That*
Knowing That Baby Joe Wasn't At Home In His Warm Bed*
I Have So Much~
I Take It All For Granit*
U Never Kno When Ur Last Is Cuming~
And Its Scary*
19 Month Old Baby~
Drowned*
Who Woulda Thought?*
Never In A Million Years Would I Have Thought This Would Happen*
I Didn't Think It Was Even Possible*
But Everything Is Possible...
And That Also Is Scary*
He Was The Cuttest Little Boy*
U Could Never Look At Him N Keep A Straight Face*
He Touched Everyones Live He Met~
And He Was Just A Baby*
I'm 15 N I've Never Mad An Impact On N E Ones Life Lyke He As To Mine*
I Honestly Could Not Look At Him Laying There In That Casket*
He Looked Like A Little BabyDoll*
I Wanted Him To Be Alive Just So I Could Pinch Those Cute Cheeks Of His*
Im Just Going To Have To Wait Till i See Him Again*
When That Day Comes~
I Will Be So Thank Ful*
I Just Cannot Wait*
I Read My Poem At the Funeral*
~God Saw That He Was Drowning,
But A Miracle Was Not To Be*
So He Put His Arms Around Him,
And Whisperd Come With Me*
With Tearfilled Eyes We Watched Him,
Slowly Fade Away*
Although We Loved Him Dearly,
We Could Not Make Him Stay*
His Golden Heart Stoped Beating,
His Baby Hands Put To Rest*
God Broke Our Hearts To Prove To Us,
He Only Takes The Best*~
That Was Probably One Of The Hardest Things I've Ever Done*
But It Wasn't About Me*
Or What Ppl Thought*
It Was Who I Was Doing It For~BaBy JoEy~*
He Was An Angel*
N Will Be Missed by So Many*
I Feel So Sorry For His Family*
But They're So Unbelievbly Strong~
I Kno They Will Get Thru This*
They Kno He's In A Better Place~
And Thats What Keeps Them Going*
They Said
~We Dont Want To Just Weep N Morn Over His Death,
But Rejoice N Be Glad That He's Now Home~
Those Words Just Touched Me*
I Couldn't Imagine Loosing A Baby Boy*
Especially one As Special As Joey*
What An Incredible Family*
This Is Dedicated To A Brother, A Son, A Cousin, A Friend, An Angel...
This Ones For You Joe...
You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I'm still here so far away from home
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
In Christ, there are no goodbye
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again
And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now...
So Im Not Gunna Lie,
N Stop Pretending Lyke Im Strong...
These Past 5 Days Have Been Sum Of The Hardest I've Ever Encounterd*
Today Was The Funeral...
Probably The Hardest Day*
It Was Unbelievebly Sad*
Seeing Just A Little Baby In Like A 3 Foot Casket Is The Worst Feeling In The World*
I Couldn't Sleep Last Night Knowing That I Would Wake Up To That*
Knowing That Baby Joe Wasn't At Home In His Warm Bed*
I Have So Much~
I Take It All For Granit*
U Never Kno When Ur Last Is Cuming~
And Its Scary*
19 Month Old Baby~
Drowned*
Who Woulda Thought?*
Never In A Million Years Would I Have Thought This Would Happen*
I Didn't Think It Was Even Possible*
But Everything Is Possible...
And That Also Is Scary*
He Was The Cuttest Little Boy*
U Could Never Look At Him N Keep A Straight Face*
He Touched Everyones Live He Met~
And He Was Just A Baby*
I'm 15 N I've Never Mad An Impact On N E Ones Life Lyke He As To Mine*
I Honestly Could Not Look At Him Laying There In That Casket*
He Looked Like A Little BabyDoll*
I Wanted Him To Be Alive Just So I Could Pinch Those Cute Cheeks Of His*
Im Just Going To Have To Wait Till i See Him Again*
When That Day Comes~
I Will Be So Thank Ful*
I Just Cannot Wait*
I Read My Poem At the Funeral*
~God Saw That He Was Drowning,
But A Miracle Was Not To Be*
So He Put His Arms Around Him,
And Whisperd Come With Me*
With Tearfilled Eyes We Watched Him,
Slowly Fade Away*
Although We Loved Him Dearly,
We Could Not Make Him Stay*
His Golden Heart Stoped Beating,
His Baby Hands Put To Rest*
God Broke Our Hearts To Prove To Us,
He Only Takes The Best*~
That Was Probably One Of The Hardest Things I've Ever Done*
But It Wasn't About Me*
Or What Ppl Thought*
It Was Who I Was Doing It For~BaBy JoEy~*
He Was An Angel*
N Will Be Missed by So Many*
I Feel So Sorry For His Family*
But They're So Unbelievbly Strong~
I Kno They Will Get Thru This*
They Kno He's In A Better Place~
And Thats What Keeps Them Going*
They Said
~We Dont Want To Just Weep N Morn Over His Death,
But Rejoice N Be Glad That He's Now Home~
Those Words Just Touched Me*
I Couldn't Imagine Loosing A Baby Boy*
Especially one As Special As Joey*
What An Incredible Family*
This Is Dedicated To A Brother, A Son, A Cousin, A Friend, An Angel...
This Ones For You Joe...
You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I'm still here so far away from home
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
In Christ, there are no goodbye
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again
And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now...